cyber miscommunication

can't have him do this for me

Waking Monday morning, gulf raised his arm, to place his hand to the alarm to turn it off, to then turn in there embrace, with opened eyes he peered them to mew, looking over his sleeping face.
Your warmth..... Is so addicting, I don't want to leave.....
Gulf Closed his eyes to move a bit closer to inhale to then smile.
Ah, mews scent.
Signing, he unwrapped himself, to then get up to stretch to sit to the edge.
Mew shuffled a bit to get a pillow, to then hold, squeezing it a bit, he opened his eyes to view Gulfs back.
"Mmm..... Going to work?"
Gulf missed to turn his head to look to mew.
"You should sleep. Didn't mean to wake you."
Mew smiled, to turn to his back, to place a hand to his forehead to yawn.
"Remember, I'm not that tired, since a certain person wouldn't let me work." He chuckled.
Gulf made a face to then get up to mumble a bit loud has he went to the bathroom.
"Probably.... Missed flirting with all those other guys..... Guess I'm not enough....."
Mews eyes widen to then sit up to eye the back of the bathroom door, to slightly shake his head.
Really gulf!?
Signing, mew didn't want to stay in bed, even though he was mad, he got up, to place some boxers on, to tie his hair back, to then go to the kitchen to make something for breakfast for gulf and a lunch.
After relieving himself, gulf was to the sink, brushing his teeth, body leaned to it, to look down to shake his head.
The man stayed here for you gulf..... Stop being an asshole to him.
Gulf took a deep breathe to turn to look himself over.
Just...... Get what you plan to get for him, so you can feel better about him working at the club, it'll help keep those others away from him.
Gulf nodded to place the brush back to finish.
Going out, he went to the cloest, to down on his uniform, to then turn to go to the dining room, to turn his head, furrowing his eye brows.
Is he..... Cooking? That.... Can't be for me..... Could it....I was such a.....
Gulf face fell feeling worse, to go to the kitchen to lay his body to the door frame to watch.
"What are you...."
Mew took a deep breathe in.
"Even though...... Your being mean to your man...... I still want to give you a good meal and something for you to bring to lunch."
Gulf lips parted to feel like shit.
Signing, he leaned away, to go to mew to wrap his arms around to place his head to his shoulder to look down.
"Mew...... I'm sorry....."
Mew shrugged.
Gulf turned his head to eye.
"Mew mew......I'm really sorry.....i..... Know I can be....a prick sometimes...... It's just...... Your job and....I know the flirting is fake but....it still hurts to know, you going there to do that."
Mew signed to place the things down, to turn in the embrace to raise his hands to wrap about his neck. There eyes darted.
"Gulfie...... You know I'm not going to go home with them or cheat on you. I'm not like that..... It's all for the extra tips. That's all this is."
Gulf peered his eyes down.
"I...... Know......"
Mews eyes darted.
I.... Can't stand to see you in pain gulf.....
Gulf eyes widen has mew then went down.
"Mew.... What are you.....nnnn....."
Mew went to his knees, took out gulfs member to stroke while looking up with a smile.
"I'm taking care of my only love."
Mew then took his tongue out to lick his head.
Gulf placed his hand to his head.
"Mew.....mmm.... You don't really need to....aaaah God!"
Gulf lifted his head back to moan.
Mew placed his whole length inside to suck.
"Mmm..... My mew mew......I love you....."
Mew smiled, to keep sucking.
My gulfie......I love you so much..... Don't be sad.....I'll..... Look for another job..... Don't worry.....I may love working there, but your more important.
After, gulf helped mew with breakfast and the lunch, to eat quick to then take the lunch, for them to be standing near the door, kissing deeply.
Gulf opened his eyes to look to the wall to see the time his eyes widen.
Parting, he then moved away from there embrace, to then turn to place on his shoes.
Mew placed his thumb to his mouth, to wipe away the saliva.
"Late?"
"Yes.... Very...... Um..... Could I take your car?"
Mews eyes widen.
"Do you have your license?"
Gulf straightened up to look to him.
"Yes, I just don't have money to buy a car."
Mew nodded.
"Then please take it. I'll see you when you get home. Only for an hour till I go to work but still......"
Gulf gritted his teeth, to place on a fake smile.
Need to pick up what I plan to give you after work.
"I'll see you later. Relax today okay."
Mew nodded, gulf stepped to him to place a kiss to his lips to turn to leave.
Mew took a deep breathe to sign.
Turning, he went to the side to get the newspaper to then sit to the table to look through the want ads.
What I do for my man......
After a gruelling day, gulf was to a jewelry store, looking over commitment rings.
The sales women then came over.
"Good day, is there something I can help you with?"
Gulf kept his eyes to the rings.
"I'm..... Looking for a ring..... But not too expensive and....."
"Oh..... Are you planning to propose to your girlfriend?"
Gulf froze to flex his jaw.
"Um..... No..... I'm...... Looking for a commitment ring...... Not a proposal one....."
The sales woman nodded to then crouched down to get a few.
Gulf took a deep breathe in.
Is that..... What it looks like..... To others..... I'm about to.....propose to my..... Girlfriend.... What would she think if it was for a boy.....I can't give him a diamond ring..... So.... How do I go about this.....I have to say is for a boy but..... What will she say.....
Coming up, she placed the rings to the counter, gulf looked them over.
These are all..... For girls......
"Um...... I'm.... Thinking of a band.... Not..... Anything with a..... Diamond...."
Even though mew deserves one.
The sales clerk nodded to turn to grab more of a selection.
Gulf looked through then happy he didn't have to say this was for a girl.
"Mmm..... How much for this for one?"
"200, baht"
Gulf smiled.
He will like this one.
Paying for the ring, he turned to then hesitate in the door way.
"Congratulations for you and your girlfriend.'
Gulf gritted his teeth.
Taking a deep breathe, he then went to the car to then drive home.
Parked, he turned his head to look to the side at the box.
I don't know why..... But I really wanted to tell her it was for a boy..... I'm..... Not ashamed of dating mew..... But....I..... Don't know how to think about this.......I should be giving a ring to a girl but..... I'm not..... Should I..... Not give this to mew....... Will he..... Take it the wrong way when I'm not proposing to him, just want to make sure people know he is taken..... But.....
Gulf looked forward to take a long deep breathe in.
I...... Haven't really thought this relationship through...... But.....I still love mew.....I.... Still don't feel ashamed or embarrassed that I'm in love with him...... Also Yes he's family knows we're dating.....I don't have any family to come out to...... So...... What does it really matter what the other people of this world think.......
Grabbing the box, gulf left the car to give his man the ring, not giving a shit anymore.
Going inside, gulf went inside to take his shoes off, to then place the box to his pocket too go to the dining room, looking to the table, there was dinner but his eyes furrowed confused.
There was the newspaper with circles around different jobs.
Turning his head, he looked to back of there bedroom door.
What..... Are you doing mew?
Stepping to the door, gulf opened to look over mew. He was too the mirror getting ready for work.
He turned his head to look to gulf.
"Your late..... Where were you? I need to leave in 10 minutes."
Mew turned his head to continue placing braids in his hair.
Gulf gulped to take a deep breathe in.
"Mew..... On the table..... Why was there...."
"Oh that.....I know you don't like me to..... With at the club so...... I'm going to give. 2 weeks notice when I go in and then look for another. I may love working there but gulf....."
Mew turned his head to eye gulf with a smile.
"You, my gulfie, are more important love. So please..... Stop worrying."
Mew turned his head to eye the mirror.
Gulfs lips parted to feel horrible.
Stepping to mew, he wrapped his arms around to place his head to his back.
Mew chuckled.
"Gulf..... I'm sorry but we can't....."
"Mew......."
Gulf brought a hand back to take out the box to place it to his palm to place it in front of mews face.
His eyes widen.
"Gulf..... What is...."
"I.... Don't want you to quit your job.....I know how important it is to you....... You have a very positive, bright attitude about yourself, this line of work suits you. So.... For me..... Can you.... Wear this and tell anyone who tries to go further..... That your taken by a very jealous and possessive man."
Mew smiled and wide.
"So...... You got me a...."
Mew brought his hands up to open the box, his eyes widen.
"Is this a...... Commitment ring?"
Gulf smiled, happy mew didn't think he was proposing. He wasn't quit ready for that yet.
Turning in there embrace, gulf let go to step away.
Mew kept his head down eyeing it.
"Well..... Do I..... Have to put this on by myself or....."
Gulf lightly chuckled to grab the box and ring to then place it to his ring finger.
"So.... You will wear this and.... Tell every one your...."
Mew stepped forward to wrap his arms around gulfs neck to squeeze. Gulf brought his arms up to hug back.
"Oh gulf.....or course I will, everyone I met, I tell them I'm taken gulf, even that one that I almost went out with...... The only thing I do is flirt but with you gulf....."
Mew leaned back to place his hands to either side of Gulfs face.
"I give you my heart and soul. I love you, I promise I will never ever cheat on you. Do you not care it took so long for us to become a real couple, haven't even been together for 6 months yet hahaha."
Gulf smiled.
"I..... Know..... I'm trying mew.... This is still.... All new to me......I..... Need your time and patience...."
Mew nodded.
"You have both."
Mew then leaned in to place his lips to Gulfs.
Looking up his eyes widen. He was late.
Parting, he turned to fix his hair and look himself over to then grab gulf by the hand to pull him to the door.
Letting go, he placed his shoes on to then go to gulf to place his hands to the back of his pockets to grab his keys.
Gulfs eyes widen.
"I'll be home by 2. I love you gulf."
"I love you too. Don't quit."
Mew rubbed his nose on Gulfs to then lean back.
"You really are an amazing Boyfriend my gulfie. I'll be home soon.'
Mew brought his hand up to give him an air kiss to then turn to leave.
Gulf leaned himself to the wall to take a deep breathe.
I'm hoping...... With you mew..... Little by little..... You can make me believe..... You really are in love with me and you won't cheat..... I've..... Had so..... Much bad luck with this.....I..... Really don't know what to expect..... All I know.... Is I truly love you.....I..... Am hoping for the best...... But..... Still can't give you all of me..... I'm..... Sorry....
Turning gulf went to the table to grab the paper to crumble.
Can't believe..... You were actually going to find another job..... For me...... You really are..... Something mew.....I really hope..... Nothing bad happens between us.....
Flexing his jaw, gulf went to the kitchen to throw that paper away to then go to the kitchen to sit to consume, still feeling worried about everything, but he held hope in his heart, however, gulf was unaware, he was the one who needed to worry over himself and not mew.