cyber miscommunication

5 years together

Eyes darting, gulf was before mew, applying his make up, mew looked to him with a giant smile.
"I..... Just can't wait....."
Gulf lightly chuckled.
"I know I know, but if you don't hold still I can't finish this, we will never leave."
Mew nodded, bouncing a bit.
"I'm still so excited, can't wait for the opening ceremony of my....."
Gulf peered his eyes up to raise an eye brow.
Mew lightly giggled.
"Can't wait for our club to open. Oh gulfie, you know I only say mine because I'm the manager and you said you will only work on keeping it up with your engineering skills. I know you and I are co owners. Especially since you're money started it."
Gulf shrugged.
"You are the one who really made this happen. All your researching, getting the investors, knowing how to double the money I gave you for the down payment. That's why I don't mind if you say it's yours, it is, it's your baby."
Gulfs eyes widened to then look down, to get more make up to the brush
Mew eyed him, with a face.
"Mmmm..... Gulf...... Maybe it's time we..... Talk about....... Having ki....."
Gulf took a deep breathe to look up.
"Mew....... I've told you time and time again, I am not ready for that. Heck..... Were not even...."
Mew brought his arms up, to wrap around his neck.
"We....... Could start talking about getting....."
Gulf made a face.
"Mew..... We are going to be real late if I don't apply the rest of this. These conversations need to be had later. "
Mew took a deep breathe to sign, he patted his eyes down to lower his arms.
"It's..... Always.... Later....."
Gulf made a face to apply more of the make up.
He then made a face, trying to lighten the atmosphere.
"Should have accepted my proposal then 5 years ago..... Now hold still, I need to make the prince look at fancy."
Mew smirked to lightly chuckle.
"Better make me irresistable, it'll help get more investors and patrons."
Gulf rolled his eyes, this was the part he didn't like so much, mew would be flirting still.
"Does that mean, if I catch you.......I can dance with any girl I want on the dance floor?"
Mews eyes narrowed.
"Gulf.....I thought we....."
Gulf closed the make up case to then throw it to the bed. Stepping to him, he wrapped his arms around his neck, has they were to the corner of there bedroom.
"We can talk about it all we want, you are still going to go around this club, flirting with everyone.....I.... Know why...... But mew...... I've told you.... I trust and believe in you..... That you won't cheat or go home with anyone but..... It's still going to hurt."
Mew made a playful pout to take his hands to either side of Gulfs waist.
"Gulf.....I know this is my dream but.....if it's going to cause you pain....I don't...."
Gulf shook his head.
"This..... Is my dream too.... One I never thought of...... Helping my lover with there dream is now mine......has long has I'm with you."
Mews chin quivered a bit, to take his hands up, to pull Gulfs head to his chest.
"You are so..... Sweet..... My gulfie..... Don't worry... Please.... Just know every night I'll come back..... To make it up to you.... In any way...."
Gulf lightly chuckled to lean his head back. There eyes darted.
"I believe...... You have become more..... Hornier then me...."
Mew shrugged.
"Doing think that's possible...... But we do need to go."
Gulf nodded.
Moving from there embrace, gulf place his hand to mews, to pull him along.
A block away from the opening ceremony of there club, the two sat in the car, hillsong hands looking.
Mew held a giant smile, gulf looked to it questionably.
Will..... This..... Make or break our relationship...... These 5 years together haven't been easy, first trying to get mew out of that bar, but then he wanted to have a club of his own, I also wanted to get out of my job, to be able to keep more of a better eye on him, even after what I had to deal with that one asshole, happy he never came back, then having to help mew with this club idea while working, he did most of the work though for this, us bickering and fighting a bit about having children and marriage.
Just me coming out, being more public with who I am, has been a bit weird for me, but I still don't care about the stares, I'll hold my boyfriend's hand whenever I want but..... He is really giving up a lot for me..... I know he wants kids..... But has I told him......I don't want any....I.... Just don't....
Turning his head, mew eyed gulf.
He squeezed his hand, till he looked to mew.
"Your thinking again..... What about this time?"
Gulf shrugged to turn his head to look out the window.
"A..... Few things......"
Gulf turned his head back to look to mew.
"Wish...... You would cut your hair a bit more..... Your going to have men and women flock to you, when we open this club."
Mew took a hand back to flick his pony tail braids.
"I like my hair long..... But I don't think that's what you were thinking about."
Gulf made a face.
"I think..... You and I are spending too much time together....... For you to be able to read my face....."
Mew lightly chuckled.
"Gulf..... I've been able to read your face since the day we met, at that ice cream store, it's gotten clearer in these last 5 years. My mother said she can read you two sometimes when we go over there."
Gulf lightly chuckle. In the last 5 years, the two went over to mews parents often, they made gulf feel like part of the family, it made him insanely happy and a part of something warm.
Mew then leaned over to go to Gulfs ear.
"I..... Have something......I need to admit to you."
Gulf turned his head a bit to hear.
"When..... We were..... Describing each other....I..... Touched myself and came....."
Gulfs eyes widen to peer them to the side has mew moved away with a naughty smile.
Gulf then went a bit to mew, looking to his lips, to smile.
"Mmm.....I did to...."
Letting go of mews hand gulf then got out teasing him with a kiss to just then get out.
Mew looked to gulf, to shake his head.
Oh...... Your going to get it when we get home.
Getting out, he went to gulf to hold his hand. The two looked to another.
"You are such a tease..... Just wait til we get home."
Gulf smiled to pull mew.
"I can't wait...... Now let's get this done....."
Mew stepped faster to him.
"There..... Are going to be pictures gulf...... Are you going to...."
Mew looked to there hands, gulf gave them a squeeze.
"I don't care what others see, hopefully will help keep some patrons off of you."
Mew rolled his eyes.
"Well, if you marry me and maybe if we have a kid Together then....."
They stopped for gulf to look at mew with a sullen face.
"Mew...... Don't..... Now..... Come on....."
Mew stayed there has gulf kept going forward, there hands slipped through the others.
Gulf stopped to look back. Mew hung his head, to look down.
"Guess...... This really will be my only baby......"
Mew took a deep breathe in to keep going forward, leaving gulf behind. Gulf watched him go to grit his teeth.
I..... Knew this..... Would break us.....
Gulf took a deep breathe to go forward to hang back to the sides watching everyone swarm around mew, he looked to gulf with an hand raised, gulf shook his head with a grim face.
Mew made a face, to turn to place a fake smile upon it.
Gulf peered his eyes down.
How long.... Will I.... Be able to..... Keep this man to myself..... Before I'm going to have to let him go..... He deserves everything....I..... Just can't give him the one thing he truly seems to want.......an actual family.....a.... Baby.....
Has gulf stood there, a tear went down his face.
Turning there head, a girl looked to see gulf crying, stepping to him, she placed a hand to his shoulder for him to look to her.
Mew peered his eyes to them, his face fell.
Oh no.....