cyber miscommunication

being distant

A week had gone by, it was good and bad. The good, gulf was a bit more clingy and possessive the bad, no matter how much mew wanted them to make love, gulf would deny him every time.
Mew knew what happened Valentine's day affected gulf but everytime he would try and address the issue, gulf made some excuse to get out of the apartment. Also there schedules were quite busy, they would still make things between the time gulf came home and when mew had to leave, that was the only time gulf would wrap his arms about.
That was the only time mew could feel his warmth, but if mew tried to take it further, gulf would say he needed to go to the store and then stay away till mew needed to go to work.
Mew through the week, grew in depression but stayed patient, he knew that was the key to there relationship and have it be an over lasting one. Even though mew said no, he knew gulf was the only one for him and hoped to one day get married to him but right now was not the time, he wanted them to get to know the other more, mew wanted to know all about gulf before he made that leap into marriage.
Mew knew he would stay truthful, honest loyal and committed, but he sometimes wondered if people started to know that they were a real gay couple how would gulf go about it, he did some questionable things in the past, mew needed to know, if they were to get married, gulf wouldn't want to one day get divorced. That mew knew would destroy him.
Taking a deep breathe, he sat to the edge, looking to the floor, waiting for gulf to come out. It was Saturday and gulf was going to go to the club.
Turning his head, he stood to step to gulf, who just came out, to smile and wide.
"Wearing my black see through shirt I see."
Gulf looked down to nod.
"I know your going to flirt. If too bad, I'll go to the dance floor, don't tempt me mew."
Mew lightly chuckled to place his hands to his waist.
Gulf took a deep breathe in to place his hands to his chest to keep him back a bit.
"We..... Should get going...... Don't want you to be late."
Gulf then pushed mew away to then turn to leave the bedroom.
Mew turned his head to eye, with a pout.
Gulf..... Your.... Being so mean to me....
Signing, he turned to follow.
To the club, gulf stayed to the bar, nursing his one drink, to keep his eyes to mew.
He smirked.
You look..... So amazingly cute mew......
Gulf then gulped to straighten up.
Mew then leaned over the bar to start in on his flirting.
Gulf rolled his eyes to then down his drink.
Damn it! I hate when he does this.
Placing the cup to the bar, he eyed it.
Even..... If I...... Hate it.....I know why he does it.....
Signing, gulf then peered his eyes to the side, to then narrow.
You have got to be......
Shaking, his head he looked back to his cup.
To the side, was that one stalker patron, mew was going to have a date with. He was there, just staring at gulf, sipping his drink, with cold eyes.
Why..... Are you.....mew said he hadent seen him for days.... So why.....
Gulf looked up with narrow eyes to mew.
Did you.... Lie to me? Right now......I have had so many thoughts and feelings and now...... Are you lying to me again?
"Mew!.......mew!" Gulf called over the music.
Mew nodded to the patron with a smile, but hearing gulf, to then lean a bit away to take the tip, he then winked.
Gulf took a deep breathe in, to peer his eyes to the side, turning his head they were gone.
Looking about, he couldn't see them.
Turning his head back, he looked to mew.
"Mew!" He called once more with cupped hands.
Mew turned his head to hold a finger up with a wide smile to then look back to the patron.
Gulf lowered his hands to roll his eyes.
Is your...... patrons...... More important then me?
Turning gulf got up to go to the restroom.
Nodding, to the patron, mew turned to go to where gulf was sitting, looking about he made a face.
Now where did he go?
Looking about, he eyed the restrooms to widen his eyes.
What are you..... Doing, following my gulfie to the restroom......
To the bathroom, gulf relieved himself, to be too the sink looking down.
This week.....has been.....a very bad one..... I'm suppose to be..... Making memories..... Not...... Doing this...... Denying my mew...... Because it hurts to much to have sex with him right now, knowing maybe one day..... He'll leave me, but can't stop touching him or wanting to be near.....
I...... Know and understand you're reasons not to....... Get married....I know I also did it on a whim but....... Will one day..... He would want that..... Or is this relationship...... Just a filler for another.......
Gulf signed to bend his body down to splash water to his face.
You are over thinking this! You two are 23, haven't even been dating for a year....... We do need to talk about future things but......I need to calm down.... I've put mew through so fucking much shit......I need to..... Be a better Boyfriend...... That's it.... No more denying my mew mew...... Need to talk to him about these things....... Communication is key.....
Nodding, gulf bend his body up to take a hand to the side to grab for a paper towel.
"Here."
Gulfs eye brows furrowed, not recognizing the voice to turn placing his body to the sink to place the paper towel to his face.
"Um thank you.....mr......"
"You don't need to know my name, just know you do not deserve mew."
Gulf tensed, to take the paper towel away to look with widen eyes.
It was that one person, standing to the side of him, looking to gulf with arms wrapped, eyeing him in anger.
"Excuse.... Me?"
The person stepped closer to gulf, a mere inch from his face.
"You heard me. You do not, deserve mew. You need to Break up with him. He told me things about you, about your relationship. Also, how can you just sit there and do nothing has he flirts with whoever, do you not even care!"
Gulf gulped, to step back.
Mew then went in, to poke his head around the corner to widen his eyes.
Damn it! What is going on! I need to.....
Gulf then strightened up to push the guy back to point.
"Now you listen to me! I know I don't deserve him! However we are in love! He never was with you! I don't know what he told you, most likely it was true, but everyday that we are together I'm making it right. I am deeply in love with this man, and he wants to work here, I trust him not to go home with anyone, it's all fake, like he is an actor, I may hate it, no.....I fucking despise it but I know nothing will happen! Now you see here! Stay the fuck away from him, next time I see you, or you try to break us up, I'll kick the living shit out of you! Got it!"
The guy gulped, the two then turned there heads to eye mew.
He stepped out, with. Huge smile, happy tears went down his face.
Gulf turned to go to him to wipe, then took his hand to mews to pull, before they rounded the corner, gulf looked back.
"You will never get my mew mew, fuck off!"
The guy watched them go with eye brows raised.