Unknown Marauder

twenty seven

Cassies pov

Three months later

I am four months pregnant, I wore baggy clothes all the time and I barely speak anymore. I sleep in my old room again just to make sure Sirius doesn't touch me and feel my stomach. He doesn't know what he did, but he thinks he did something to make me mad at him. I never got an abortion because by the time I was able to leave, I couldn't do it...I couldn't kill an innocent baby.

I was curled in a ball on my bed. My hands crossed against my stomach, I had on one of Sirius' shirts and a pair of his pajama pants, like I said I wear baggy clothes, they're the only thing that really fits at this point. I heard my door open and I lazily look over to see sirius with some food. "Here...love..." he says quietly before putting my food on the nightstand. He left and went to who knows where. I miss Harry, he would be coming today with the rest of the kids since it was easter break. I don't know what I'll do. I dont go to order meetings anymore and the only places I go are to the kitchen for food and to the bathroom with morning sickness or...to be in the bathroom for showers and things. I hear Mrs. Black start yelling and then lots of noises and running. I sigh and cover my head with the blanket so the order doesn't try to make me go to a meeting. "Aunt Cassie!" The
yell makes me pull the blanket off and look up. I smiled at the sight and for a second I forgot about my troubling issues, I forgot I was miserable because I saw Harry. "Harry!" I yell back and jump out. I wrap my arms around him and squeeze him. He pulls away and studies me for a second. "What?" I ask. "Are you-" he starts and looks down toward my stomach and I realized he could feel it from the hug. I wrap my hand around his mouth so nobody heard. "Am I tired? Yes." I laugh dryly. "Don't say anything." I whisper to him and get back in bed. He crawls over and lays down beside me. "He doesn't know." Harry states. "That's why you avoid him!" He whisper yells. "He doesn't want children." I say softly and move Harry's hair out of his face. "I think he would if he knew you were." Harry points out. "I-I cant, he will take the ring and leave." I tell him. "Well I'm pretty sure if you end up bringing a baby home one day, he will be extremely mad." Harry scoffs. "You may be my favorite but Sirius is my godfather and I can't let you do that to him." Harry says and stands up. He starts walking out rather quickly so I get up and chase after him. "HARRY JAMES POTTER!" I yell and reach my hand out. I muted him as he opened his mouth, yep during my days in my room I learned the advanced wandless magic. "Be quiet and I will take it off." I explain softly. He looked scared and mad but he nodded. I pointed my hand at him and took it off. "I'm sorry but don't." I tell him sternly. "Wow." I here from behind me. I turned and saw the Order staring at me and the children looked like i did the most coolest thing ever. "Where did you learn that?" Remus finally asks. "Self taught." I say softly. I never got to say anything else because I felt nauseous and I knew my mid day sickness was starting. I scurried off to the bathroom and slammed the door, then locking it. I threw up and sat there for awhile trying to gain my calm, before I brushed my teeth and left the bathroom. "You okay?" Molly asks. I look around and she was the only one there. "They're having a meeting." She says softly. "I know you didn't get rid of the baby." She adds quietly and smiles. "He talks about you all the time. He still loves you," she says when I say nothing. "I can't do it," Was all I managed to say. "I can't disappoint him like that." She looks at me sympathetically. "Come on, please, the order needs you." She says. "How big do I look?" I question. "You look tiny and adorable in Sirius' clothes." She laughs. "Thanks." I smile softly and we go to the dining room where the meeting was. I sit down between Harry and Molly and Sirius was in front of me beside Remus. They continued talking with everyone else and I sat quietly. "I also have an announcement." Harry says which catches my attention. I look at him and kick him under the table. "If you dont want me to say you, Aunt Cassie?" Harry asks sweetly and turns to me with an innocent face. "She's-." He starts but I knew if he said it, I would be a coward and I'm not a coward, I am a Gryffindor. "I'm pregnant." I blurt out and keep my head down. It went silent for what seemed like the longest time ever. "How far are you?" Sirius asks in a deathly tone. The whispers started around the table about how he didnt even know. I stand up and head for the door, "I-I'm sorry Sirius. I know you don't want it." I say softly. "Four months." I mutter before leaving. I go to my room and start packing. Sirius was going to make me leave. I'd have no where to go, I'd be a single mum. "Babe." Sirius asks and I stop packing. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asks and starts putting my things back before sitting on my bed. "You told me you didn't want children." I told him. "I told you that, and you were pregnant. You should have just told me!" He exclaims. "I didn't know until later that day and you had already told me you didn't want kids." I fight back. "I didn't want kids at the time. But if you're pregnant I don't not want it." He tells me and a tear falls down my face. "I almost got rid of the baby. The woman who told me I was pregnant stopped me." I tell him. He looks at me with saddened eyes. "You tried to kill our baby?" He asks. "I didn't want to loose you." I tell him and start sobbing. I put my head down and my hands go to my face. I feel his arms wrap around me and hug me. "I love you so much. I never want you to leave." He whispers in my ear. He looks down and you could see the small bump through the baggy clothing. When he lifts my shirt and sees how big I really was getting he had a tear falling down his face. He lets out a strangled laugh as he holds in a sob. "That's our baby." He whispers and puts his hand on my stomach. There was a knock on the door and we turn our heads to see Molly smiling when she saw us. "I have some, um, clothes for you. So you don't have to wear Sirius' anymore." She tells me and hands me a small box. I open it and pull a bunch of clothes out because it had an extendable charm on it. "Thank you." I smile at her and she nods before leaving. I pull Sirius' shirt off and grab one of the shirts, it was a maternity shirt so I looked even fatter when I pulled it on. I changed into a pair of yoga pants that were in the box and looked at Sirius who was grinning. "What?" I ask. He pulls me by my hand and I fall into his lap. "You look beautiful." He tells me and kisses my cheek. "I look fat." I laugh. "Pregnant, not fat." He says sweetly. He hugs me once more and sighs, "I missed you." He whispers. "I'm sorry." I say and put my head back. "Come on, babe, its okay" he tells me and I stand up. "Lets go out there." He says and I nod. He grabs my hand and leads me to the livingroom. "You're welcome." Harry grins as he sees Sirius and I. I playfully glare at him "I should beat you, Harry." I smile and he shrugs before hugging me and patting my stomach softly. "Hellloooo cousin." He says and I laugh. "When do you find out if its a boy or girl?" Ginny asks from the couch as she looked at Harry with adoration before looking at me. "I think next month." I tell her and she smiles. "I hope it's a boy! I am going to raise a manly son." Sirius says and I start cracking up. "You weren't even manly as a kid." I point out and he pouts. "How many kids do you guys want? Sirius you cant say none because you already have one coming." Tonks says and I noticed Remus had his arm around her waist. "A quidditch team of kids." Sirius says and gave me an all knowing look.

Flash back

"Look how adorable he is." James says with a grin. Lily kissed James' cheek and held Harry in her arms. "We should have more." Lily says softly. "Maybe a girl." She says thoughtfully. "How about a whole quidditch team?" James questions as he wags his eyebrows. Lily hits him, "I am not going through that much pain." She announces and James laughs. "I love you." He smiles dreamily at her, "I love you too.

"I am not going through that much pain." I say softly as I think of the memory and Sirius laughs. "I love you." He says and I look at him and see him giving me the same look James gave Lily. "I love you too." I smile and his arm wraps around my waist. "Isn't that what mum and dad said?" Harry questions. "Yes. We're quoting our bestfriends, Harry, don't ruin the moment." Sirius teases. "We need to go." Minnie-I mean Minerva says and everyone starts leaving, except Molly and her kids, Harry and Hermione. "I'm going to take a nap." I announce. I walk past Ms. Blacks portrait and it's like she could sense movement because seconds later she was screaming really loud. I open the curtain "I'm sorry I woke you." I say with a fake polite smile. "Are you and Sirius married yet?" She asks. "Oh no, but we're engaged." I say softly as I think back to when we were fake engaged. "Are you pregnant?!" She asks and I nod. "Another Slytherin it will be. The blood line goes on!" She exclaims and then I feel a hand on my shoulder. "Shut it." Sirius mutters and pulls me out.