Fetish For Love

Fetish For Love- 22

                                  Josephine POV
"Jo you okay ?" Felix says leaning against Hero's car.

"Aren't you supposed to be in class ?" He lets out a chuckle.

"It's third period already I'm in lunch break." I nod standing in front of him. I catch myself checking him out, his rosy lips his golden blonde hair that's messy but yet sexy. I clear my throat "Well I'll see you some other day" I turn around but I'm pulled by the arm.

"You okay ? You look upset" I let out a shaky breath, "I'm fine I'll just tell you later right now I just wanna get home."

"Come here" he opens his arms. I slowly walk into his arms laying my head on his chest. Fuck he smells good. I close my eyes and picture things of me and him..  something I shouldn't be thinking about. Felix grabs my chin making me look at him. I get on my toes and kiss him. I grip his hoodie and deepened the kiss by sliding my tongue inside his mouth. I slowly begin to move my hips against his crotch. "Felix" I moan into his mount sliding my hand down his crotch rubbing it.

He wraps his arms around me as they lower down to my ass groping it. He pushes me closer to his hard crotch making me grind against him. I can feel my body beginning to beat up. I moan thrusting my tongue inside his mouth again. My body shivers when his hand goes between my legs rubbing me trough my sweats. "I can feel how wet you are" fuck I love dirty talk, I groan moving my hips against his hand. I unzip his jeans and slide my hand inside trough his boxers I pump his cock. "Josephine" he groans rubbing me faster by where my clit is, my legs begin to slightly shake. I whimper gripping his hoodie when he slides his hands inside my sweats rubbing me through my panties. "Felix" i moan pulling his lip sucking it. I rub him slower teasing him. He lifts his hips off the car I can feel him rub his crotch against my stomach. My legs shake again when he rubs my clit with his two fingers. "Mmm so fucking good" I whisper by his ear rubbing him faster. My eyes widened realizing what the fuck we're doing.

"Shit I'm so sorry, what the fuck" I pull my hand out and pull away from our kiss. He quickly zips his pants. "I - this never happened Jo, I just fucking cheated on my girlfriend."

"I know I'm sorry." Felix stops leaning against the car and his eyes a go behind me I watch them as they widened. I quickly turn my head around. My heart pounds faster as I see Hero standing outside the school staring at us, with his jaw clenched and his hands clenched into a fist. He shakes his head before going back inside the school.

Felix chases after him. I lean against the car that's next to Hero's and close my eyes.

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I've been waiting for Hero to text or call me but I receive nothing. We weren't even officially dating so he can't be angry for me kissing another guy.. right ? Fuck I'm so confused on what we are to each other.

Not even calls or texts from Felix. It's four pm I know by this time Hero is out of school. After an hour goes by I drive to Hero's house. I know he's going to tell me to take my close back, we were somewhat leaving together for two weeks, and I sort of got used to it. With my shaky hands I take the key out of the car and walk to his door. I take couple deeps breaths before I begin knocking on his door. After knocking three times no one opens and I begin to think I should leave.

But Hero opens the door before I even get to turn. "Hero i- we need to talk" my voice comes out as a whisper and shaky like if I'm about to cry any time soon.

"I'm busy" it takes me seconds before I get to know what he means by busy. He has no shirt on, his hair is messy and he's wearing his grey sweats. His lips are swollen and a deep shade of pink. "Hero" I quickly recognized that voice. Denise comes into the view peeking her head through the door, she's wearing one of his shirts and one of MY sweats, I quickly feel my eyes water.

"Alright ima go then" I quickly turn around, I slowly walk to the car. My vision becomes blurry as I walk back to my car but I still hold back the tears. I hop inside my car and quickly drive off. As I'm heading back home I park to the side and let the tears out.

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When I get home I call out for my mom but she's not home. She's hasn't been home since the morning I've tried calling her and she doesn't answer. After two hours go by I wake up from my nap. My stomach lets out a cry, I sigh walking to the fridge but it's empty. I have no energy to go get food but I have no choice I grab my keys and drive to the close store shop at my town. I walk to where the macaroni is. I stop walking when I spot Hero and Denise grabbing a box of hot chocolate. Their still hanging out ? Hero doesn't hang out with his one nigh-stands.

I quickly walk away and throw on my hoodie so they won't see me. I begin to walk to the milk section. After I get the milk I end up getting more needed food, cause I know dam well my mom won't go food shopping any time soon. I sigh before bending down grabbing the big box full of water bottles I throw it inside the cart making a loud noise catching people's attention. I shyly walk away. My curiosity gets me and I walk to the baby section.

It's so weird that soon I will need to shop for a baby. My baby. I get on my toes and slowly grab the pink blanket that's along with it's small teddy bear. Suddenly I feel emotional that my mom isn't here with me experiencing this moment with me. Or anyone at least.

"Daddy can we buy cookies and watch movies today" I over hear a little girl tell her dad. The dad smiles and nods to her. My eyes eyes brows furrow as I feel my eyes water. Sometimes I just wonder how it felt to have a father you know. A man you can trust and feel protected with. I let out shaky breath looking away. I clear my throat looking back at the blanket, I know it's too early to buy things for the baby but one blanket won't hurt. The tear falls down my cheek as I throw the blanket inside the cart.

I slightly jump when I hear a familiar laugh. I slightly turn my head to the side behind me and see Denise and Hero looking at a box in their hands. Hero slightly turns his head but I quickly walk away to pay the things I got.