Hᴇʏᴏ! Sᴏ, I'ᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴍ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋғᴜʟ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ɪᴛ. I'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴘʟʏ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ.
Nᴏᴡ, I'ᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜʏ I ʜᴀᴅ sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴏᴏᴋ. Tʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ғᴇᴡ ʙᴜᴛ sᴛɪʟʟ, ᴡʜᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴏғ ɪɴsᴘɪʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʙᴏᴏᴋ.
1.) Iɴ ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴄᴋʏᴀʀᴅ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛᴍᴇɴᴛs ɴᴇxᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇɴᴄᴇ
2.) ᴛʜᴇ ᴠɪʀᴜs ʜɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ
3.) A ʟᴏᴠᴇ sᴛᴏʀʏ ᴡᴀs ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɪɴᴛᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡᴀs ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ (ᴀʟsᴏ, I ᴡʀᴏᴛᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴘᴏsᴛᴇᴅ)
4.) I ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ sᴋɪʟʟs ʜᴀᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʀʏ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɴᴇᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ (sʜᴏʀᴛ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀs ʙᴜᴛ "ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ" sᴛᴏʀʏ)
5.) I sᴇᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀs ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜᴍᴘ ɪɴ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. Tʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴅᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡʀᴏᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜʙʟɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ, I ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀsɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ғɪɢᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ɪᴛ ᴜᴘ
6.) I ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍᴇ ᴍᴏᴛɪᴠᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ. Mʏ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ sɪᴅᴇ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟᴀᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴀs ᴋᴇᴘᴛ ᴍᴇ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀs ᴡʜᴏ ᴅᴏ ɪᴛ (ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴍᴀɪɴʟʏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜs ᴛᴏ ʏᴇᴀʀs ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ THEN ᴘᴜʙʟɪsʜ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛs sᴛɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇᴘᴛ)
Nᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ, I'ᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴀʟʟ ᴘʀᴏᴜᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴋ I ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ. Iᴛ's ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ. Tʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs I ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇx. I, ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟʟʏ, ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ I ᴀᴍ sᴋɪᴘᴘɪɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ. Iғ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, I'ʟʟ ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴇᴅɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴏᴏᴋ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ.
Aʟsᴏ, ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʙɪɢ ᴅᴇᴛᴀɪʟs ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʟᴇғᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ? Lᴀsᴛ ɴᴀᴍᴇs, ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ᴅᴇᴘᴛʜ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ ғᴇᴡ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀs? Tʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴜᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ ғᴇʟᴛ ɪʀʀᴇʟᴇᴠᴀɴᴛ. Tʜᴏsᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴇғɪɴᴇ ᴜs ᴀɴᴅ I ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇғɪɴᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʙʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇs.
I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴜɴᴅs ғᴜɴɴʏ ʙᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ, I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴅᴇᴇᴘʟʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟᴀsᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ғɪʀsᴛ ɴᴀᴍᴇs. Tʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇᴍʙᴏᴅɪᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴍᴇ. Bᴜᴛ Sʜᴇʟʟʏ ᴀɴᴅ Tᴀɴɴᴇʀ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, Sʜᴇʟʟʏ ᴀɴᴅ Tᴀɴɴᴇʀ. Nᴏ ʟᴀsᴛ ɴᴀᴍᴇs, ɴᴏ ɪɴ ᴅᴇᴘᴛʜ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ.
Iᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ. Aɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ʜᴏᴡ I'ʟʟ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʜᴇᴍ.
Nᴏᴡ, I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I'ʟʟ ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɴᴇxᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀs ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴄᴏᴜᴘʟᴇ ᴏғ ʙᴏᴏᴋs I ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ᴅᴏᴡɴ. I ᴍᴀʏ ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴘᴏsᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ᴏʀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴅɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ. Iᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅs ᴏɴ ɪғ I ғᴇᴇʟ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ɢᴏᴛ.
Bᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʙᴇɪɴɢ sᴀɪᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀsᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ I ᴄᴀɴ ᴘᴏssɪʙʟʏ sᴀʏ, ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ғᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ/ᴠᴏᴛɪɴɢ/ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ. I ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ɪᴛ!
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Non-FictionShelly had a somewhat normal life growing up. She had friends, the occasional fake ones, good grades that didn't go lower than a D nor higher than a C, and a mediocre loving family. Everything changes when a flu-like illness erupts in the middle of...
