MONSTER | KNJ x Reader

13

Love is very complicated for him. It had stayed in his mind since he was in his teenage days, the thought of sharing the same pain with your lover.

Here he was, with his lovely girl in his bedroom that was crying like a mess, trembling and scared of what he would do. The unsatisfied feeling dominated his feelings because he was hurt , but she hadn't got hurt,

yet.

"WHAT WAS ON YOUR MIND?" he screamed on her face. She kept crying and bawled. She looked at the floor all the time, too scared to even lift her head.

"ANSWER" he grabbed her chun forcefully to make her face him. Her eyes were read, hair was messy, she was sweating badly. "I-i didn't me-"

"You didn't mean to? Look at your clothes. How smart you are. But i'm smarter than you" he grabbed her hair tightly and said it with a sinister smile.

She gathered her braveness and spoke to him, "Get lost, you monster". A hard slap was given to her from his angry self. He stared at her with anger in his eyes as she just looked down, grabbing her red slapped cheek.

With that, she tried to push trhough him and ran away, but he caught her shoulders and threw her until she hit her back and head to the wall very hard. She crouched to the floor because of the pain that slowly was felt on her head and back.

"Honey, don't even try me. Why don't you just obey me. You can get everything you want. But you disobeyed me and this is the consequence." he said while he put his hands on his hip.

She stayed quiet, too scared to open her mouth. She didn't want to risk her life only by speaking back to him.

"Don't you ever run away from me love. And, this is what'll happen if you hurt me again."

"You're cruel, heartless" she said in a low voice.

"Don't worry, it applies to me too. Because i love you, and you love me" he chuckled darkly and he left the room, locked it from outside.

"I will never love you" she mumbled to herself. She was back in the prison. Lonely, sad, soon to be depressing. She knew that the plan of going out, pretending want to have a date won't work again, since he felt betrayed already.

The only thing that left, was pretending to love him, making him crazy of her, making him attached to her till he would do anything, including harming himself, and escape.

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"Good morning, baby". She opened her eyes as soon as she heard his voice. She found him carrying a tray with 2 plates of pancake and 2 cups of milk on it. She just stared at the tray with a confused face.

"Let's eat breakfast together here." He put the tray on her bed and sit beside her. "W-why? Not in d-dining room?"

"So you can't try to escape. And i can be closer with you" he smiled widely. His answer made her felt a little hopeless. How out of mind was he, until she had to eat breakfast in her bedroom so she won't escape.

"Ooh.." she just looked down. "Here, pancakes. Sorry if it's boring. Tell me if you wanna change next time" he handed the pancakes to her and the milk. He also took his and they started eating.

In the middle of their breakfast, Namjoon suddenly spoke out. "My promotion week has ended."

Shit, she cursed in her mind

"Yes?" she answered with low voice, unsure of what Namjoon would say next. "That means, until the next time i want to make new music, i won't have any music promotion, or even interview. I'll have you 24/7 in my embrace" he widely grinned to her, followed by her horror expression.

"Why? You don't look happy" he spoke again with a little anger in his tone. "N-no, I'm just........ happy. Yeah happy!" she forced herself to pop a smile and he also smiled back. "I just can't express it well" she continued.

"It's okay. I think your face looked cute earlier"

Her face blushed in embarassement, she put her head down not wanting to meet his eyes. "Awww, you're cuter when you're embarassed"

No no no why am i blushing? Why my heart is beating rapidly? I don't like him , i can't, i never, she thought to herself

"I'm done" she put her plate and cup on the tray. "I'll be going, tell me through the camera if you need something. Don't try to leave, or you'll face something more worse"

i even forgot there was a camera, she thought

After that, he left the room with the tray. With that, her 2nd plan was officially started.

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A/N : Yesterday, i reached 24 readers and now 35?????  I'm so happyy!!! Thankyou so much for reading my book! I'm still an amateur, so i still make a lot of mistakes. Please tell me if you see my mistakes so i can fix it. Btw, thankyou so so much for reading this! Hope you enjoy it^_^