MONSTER | KNJ x Reader

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The asylum stated that Y/N suffered from Scizhoprenia

A/N : i personally don't know a lot about mental ilnesses since i'm not a psychology or medical student , but i did some research and i found that illnesses that experience hallucinations, some of which are Scizhoprenia and Psychosis. From what i read, Psychosis isn't an illness, but it's a symptom of Scizhoprenia. But, Psychosis and Scizhoprenia have other seperated symptoms too. Meanwhile Scizhoprenia is a mental ilness, that caused the patient to hallucinate and that hallucination affect their behaviour. We're having a psychology class here......Btw, CMIIW☺️

Throughout her medication, Hani and her mom would visit her oftenly. Sometimes, Hani brought the other maids. They got along very well. Jungjin would visit too, but not that often since he still worked at Seoul Pizza. Now, Hani had become Y/N and Jungjin's new bestfriend. When both of them visited her, they would cracked some jokes to each other until they laughed like crazy people.

Y/N also had accepted Yoongi and Irene's lost. Sometimes her psychiatrist gave her some chances to visit their grave. She would come with Hani and her mom, sometimes Jungjin would follow after his work. She would always cry when looking at their gravestone.

The cemetery staffs  (A/N : i don't know what's the appropriate word for the people who work in cemetery, so yeah...)     
engraved their last word that they said before their death, thanks to Namjoon's bodyguards who witnessed the killing scene

Bae Irene
"You must survive"

Min Yoongi
"I hope for your best"

It ached her heart, the fact that Irene's word obviously telling Yoongi to survive but turned out he didn't and Yoongi's last word was to hope for her best, rather than saying sorry to his friends or family members.

"You guys are in a better place. No one will hurt you anymore." Y/N carresed their gravestones as tears were flowing heavily on her cheeks. "I'm sure they're proud of you" Hani stroked her back softly.

Y/N looked up at the beautiful sky and smiled. "Irene-ah, Yoongi-ah, are you guys happy now? How's heaven?" she sobbed while maintaining her smile.

"Irene, can you still dance crazily up there?,

"Come on Y/N!!" Irene shook Y/N's shoulders aggresively, forcing her to dance to Bang Bang Bang by Bigbang.

Irene banged her head forward and backward like a rock n roll singer and Y/N just laughed.

" , Yoongi, can you still sip your daily ice americano?" her sobbed became harder.

Y/N snatched a venti starbucks cup that filled with ice americano from Yoongi's hand. "It's your 5th cups and it's still 10 freaking am!!"

"Yahh give it back!!" Yoongi reached for his lovely coffee but she avoided.

"At least you're happy, cause God took you while you were still young, so those beautiful faces will remain forever. You guys are young forever" she said jokingly.

"Thankyou," she became more emotional, her crying got louder, "Thankyou for everything. I escaped, i did it."

Hani and her mom that saw her "conversation" were also crying hard. The way the she reminisced the beautiful memories of the people that were gone, was painful.

"You guys proud of me right? Please tell me that i make you proud" her breathing became heavy as she cried grew louder time to time.

"Y/N, it's past 2 hours now" Hani reminded her. The psychiatrist only allowed her to go for 2 hours, because she had another therapy session.

"Okay," she wiped her tears and stood up, "Irene-ah, Yoongi-ah, goodbye. Let's meet in my dream and have fun there"

With that, they left the cemetery and went back to the asylum.

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A/N : i literally cried while re-reading this chapter, i'm proud of myself though😂