Broken (A Bars and Melody fanfiction)

Chapter 11 - The worst news ever

Katy's POV

I led there collapsed on the floor crying my eyes out. I couldn't move. It took a few moments for the news to properly hit me. My parents had died in a car crash. I hated myself. We hadn't parted on good terms. I never even told them that I loved them before I came to Wales. And now I would never get the chance. Hours passed and I didn't move from my position. I didn't stop crying for even a second. I heard a soft knock on the door. I couldn't even speak. The door opened slightly and Auntie Jenny stuck her head round. Her eyes were red which showed that she two had been crying. She came and sat on the floor next to me. She rubbed my arm in an attempt to comfort me. "It's okay" she whispered.

We sat there like that for half an hour. "Your Uncle James and I are going to get the next flight to Dublin to get Tia and pack up the house. We're also going to get their bodies sent over here so that they can be buried together where they can be close to us still" she cried as she told me this. "I'm going to get Victoria to keep a close eye on you while we're gone. We'll probably be about a week" I nodded while trying to absorb all of this information. "I've told Sam and Crystal and Niomi and Marcus"

Sam is my older brother. He is 23 and lives back home in Ireland. I haven't seen him in a while because he spends a lot of time working. He's got a simple 9-5 job that isn't the best paying, but does pay the bills. He once had dreams to be a singer but the harsh reality of life hit him. He has a fiancée called Crystal who lives with him. He has been with her for 5 years and they have a daughter called Tallulah, who is 2.

Niomi is my eldest sister. She's 22 and lives in Brighton with her partner Marcus. I've always been really close with Niomi, even though she lives far away. She's been with Marcus for 6 years and they're still going strong. (A/N they're relationship goals)

"Are they coming back?" I asked still sobbing. "Sam, Crystal and Tallulah are going to come back when we do and Niomi and Marcus are going to drive down in a couple of days tome" Auntie Jenny told me. I nodded. She pulled me into a big hug and kissed my forehead. "Everything will be okay" she whispered softly. "But things will never be the same again" I cried. "You have to stay strong" she told me. "But how can I when that's not the type of person I am?" I whispered. Auntie Jenny hugged me tighter.

I stood by the door still crying my eyes out as Auntie Jenny and Uncle James left to get to the airport. They locked the door behind them. I slid my back down the wall. This was it. I was alone and in pain. The tears wouldn't stop. I felt incapable of moving. I eventually managed to pull myself up off the floor. I ran up to my room. I grabbed my notebook and a pen and just started writing. I wrote down all of my feelings. It was supposed to be therapeutic but it didn't work. It made things worse.

At the sound of my phone buzzing, I opened my eyes. I was curled up in a ball in my bed. I had been sleeping but only for about ten minutes. I unlocked my phone to see that it was a message from Leo. It read:
Are you okay princess? I just heard the news I'm at the door can you please come and let me in? xxx

I slowly climbed up off the bed and walked down the stairs. As soon as I opened the door I was engulfed into a hug. I silently cried into Leo as he rubbed my back. I shut the door and locked it up and took Leo into the living room. "How are you feeling?" He asked sounding concerned. "How do you think I'm feeling?" I snapped. "I'm sorry that was a stupid question" he mumbled while sitting down on the sofa. I sat down next to him and cuddled into him. He put the tv on and we sat there in silence not even watching the tv. Negative thoughts filled my head about everything. As time went by I started crying more and more.
The pain was unbearable.
It hurt in ways that words cannot describe.
I had so many regrets.
If only I had told them I loved them.
You never know when you might see someone for the last time.
I hate that I had to learn that lesson this way.
This was my life.
Pain was my life.
Pain was and is what fills my life.
I am broken.
And no one can fix me.

A/N
Sorry I haven't updated in ages 😬
I've been quite busy with school, homework, procrastinating, friends, family and just my life in general💁
I feel really bad because I did leave you all in a cliffhanger😬
I am going to start trying to update weekly👍but this might not happen because I get given a lot if homework and I have recently just become an auntie✨
But I will try👍