Options (TsukishimaxReader)

Chp 10

The sound of my cough alerted the person sitting on the edge to turn around. 

"Y/N?" They turned around towards me. My eyes focused as they continued to step into my view. 

"Tsukishima." I huffed out. "Why would you pick an abandoned building to pout at. I'm so tired from all those steps." I said in between coughs. The petals that escaped my mouth were still lying on the ground. 

He inched closer to me, checking my surroundings. His eyes shot to the ground seeing the petals that laid there. "Y/N!" He helped me up and let me put my weight onto him. "Are you alright?"

"Yes. I am fine. Let me see your hand." I stood up straight and locked eyes with his hands. 

"What are you crazy. Don't worry about me what's wrong. You coughed up petals." His voice was shaky. 

"I'm fine. Please give me your hand." I felt another cough want to escape, but I suppressed it by clenched my mouth and cough with my mouth closed. Doing that made the pain even worse.

Tsukishima sighed and gave me his hand. It was bruised and had dried up blood on it. "Tsukishima. Why did you punch the wall." He looked away from me and didn't answer. "Come with me." I grabbed his hand led him out of the building and towards my house. 

"Where are we going." He asked after several blocks of silence. "My house." I felt another cough coming up. "I have to patch up yo-" I hard cough escaped my mouth, sending flower petals out of my mouth again. My lungs ached, and I hunched over and stopped walking. 

"Y/N!" Tsukishima yelled as he put his arms around me, standing me up. "You should go to the hospital." His voice trailed off and picked me up off the floor. 

"What are you doing." He held me tight. "What does it look like. I'm taking you to the hospital." He said plainly. "I said I'm fine!" I coughed even more as I tried to raise my voice. 

"Shut up and let me take you." 

I was hoping during our walk he would talk to me, but he never did. He stared blankly forward for a long time. 

When we arrived, he did most of the talking. I didn't feel very weak yet, and I just feel this uncontrollable stabbing pain in my body that made me dizzy. That was enough to have them make me stay there. 

"Get some rest. I'll go home now." I grabbed onto the back of his shirt to prohibit him from leaving. 

"I don't care what this is. Just please." I clenched his shirt a little tighter. "Don't leave, and let's just talk. Like we used to." I suggested. He sighed, and I saw his hands clench.

"Tanaka was right. I don't deserve you. I did this, and it's my burden to bear. I wanted to spend so much time with you, but the thought of actually getting closer to you scared me stupid. I didn't mean to let out my anger on you. I wanted to return those feelings you have..." 

His voice trailed off. He turned around and faced me. Looking into my eyes intently. "I wanted to give you those feelings back. I acted like a stupid little boy because I hated the thought of the boys in the club thinking they had a shot with you. There's something there for you in me; I just can't let it happen."

"Tsukishima." I felt another cough coming. It hit my lungs hard. Suddenly I felt very weak. He made a "tch" noise. He caressed my face. Lingering his fingers on my cheek. 

"Dammit." He whispered. He quickly collected himself and left without another word.

The coughs never stopped after that. I felt like I was practically coughing up my organs. My body felt like dead limbs. My head pounded with each cough, and my lungs were being stabbed at constantly. 

"Y/N!" They both yelled in unison upon entering the room. Saeko and Ryu both entered together. "Oh my god." Saeko came close to me and examined my face. "You're pale." She muttered. Ryu stood still beside my bed with his head hung low. 

"That bastard." Ryu cursed and clenched his fists hard. "I'll kill him." He grunted. I smiled lightly, I wanted to laugh, but it hurt at the thought. 

"Don't do anything to him. He brought me here and took care of me. He apologized." My voice was weak and barely there. Saeko made a "tch" noise. "That's no excuse. He needs to prove he is sorry. Otherwise, it doesn't mean shit. You loved him so much you got this." She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. 

"Guys. I'm fine." I breathed out. I coughed loud and hard. It hurt so bad. I fell back on the pillow feeling all energy leave my body. "Saeko. Stay here tonight. I have to talk to sucky-shima." My eyes started to close.

"Be nice to him." I warned. 

"You heard her. Be nice, bro." I heard Saeko's voice before I drifted out into a deep sleep.

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then Y/N died lmao.

author here - i didn't think that would get anyone LMAO but im sooo glad it did. that's actually really funny. imagine if i actually off-ed Y/N hahaha that'd be sooo funny........ 

okay, that's the last fix for the day. ill be back to fixing it next week:) 

bye bye:)