shifted

chapter 5- third year

     after i clean myself up i slowly walk down to potions class and see draco sitting in his seat, laughing at a joke one of his friends said.

    i place my books on the table and quietly sit down.
  draco notices, "and where have you been, didn't see you at breakfast."

    "slept in."

    "really? cause pansy said you had a bad dream." he laughs. "was mommy not there to save you?"

     my heart stopped and i blinked back the tears, turning away. please don't talk about my mom. anyone but her.

    "very funny." my voice comes out croaky and i clear my throat.

    "blaise was asking where you were, like every second, got pretty annoying." draco says glancing back over to me.

     "oh, sorry about that." i say emotionless.
 
  he turns and looks at me, reading my face. somehow he could tell that something was wrong. he didn't say anything though, he just looked at me and gave me a faint smile.

    after class ended i decided to spend what might be my last day here wandering through the castle. i walked through the hallways, looked into some classrooms, and then made my way to the one place i loved the most. the library.

    i enter and immediately run over to the shelves and shelves of books. i take everything in. i can smell the sent of old tattered books, look out the windows at the gorgeous scenery, and feel the hard wood of the shelves against my fingertips. im gonna miss this place so much. im gonna miss everything.

     while i am sitting by the windowsill, staring out at the campus i feel someone walk up to me.

    "hi." i turn around to see a red headed boy i could only know as ron weasley staring back at me.

    "hello, ron is it?" i ask already knowing im right.

    "yeah, i just saw you here and thought i should talk to you."

    "oh really? why is that?" i ask leaving the windowsill and walking towards another shelf. i wave him over to follow me.

     "well i see you a lot, and i still have no clue who you are." me either. i don't know either ron. who the fuck am i.

     "y/n y/l, pleasure to meet you."

     "oh, pleasure to meet you too."

     "i expected you to be- i don't know...different. since you seem to be friends with malfoy."

     "you mean- a rude twat?" i ask and a smile grows on me. the first smile since yesterday.

     "well yeah- no offense."

     "no offense taken."

   i take a book from the shelf- the history of muggles. he follows me back to the windowsill.

      "do you come here a lot?"

      "yeah, it's like the only place here i can find."

      "want me to give you a tour?" he asks shyly.

      "i'd love that ron."

    as we walk around the castle, he takes me to the kitchen and sneaks me an a biscuit. we talk for a long time and practice spells together by the lake. i think we skipped a class, but it doesn't really matter to me. this might not even be real. or maybe it is. i don't know.

      i want to tell him all about what's going on with me- but i know it'll scare him away. i don't want him to leave just yet.

     we sit down by a tree and talk some more when i hear many footsteps run up to me.

     "what are you doing here, with her?" draco asks ron, pulling out his wand.

     of course draco is the one to ruin the only good thing i've had today.

       "woah, calm down jamal don't pull out the nine." i say knowing they won't understand. (😜)

       "what?" he and ron both ask in unison.

       "nothing, put your wand away draco. it's fine were just talking."

        "yeah well pansy told me you weren't at class. so you were here with him then?"

        "malfoy all we did was talk." ron says.

        "yeah, and why do you care?" i ask getting up from where i sat.

        "come on y/n." draco says grabbing my arm, pulling me towards him.

        "fine. goodbye ron."

       "bye y/n." he says before draco leads me away.
  i can tell he's furious as he pulls me inside.

        "what was that? what do you fancy him now too?" he spats at me.

        "im not having a good day, i wanted someone to talk to! okay?" i practically yell.

        "so you had to talk to him?" he asks. i cannot believe him. what the hell is wrong with him. i am freaking out half the day and when i finally calm down, he gets mad that i've calmed down.

         "wow, you self centered prick."

         "it's not like you were there!"

         "i saw you earlier." he says looking away, a little less angry.

         "when i mentioned your mom." i look down at my feet.

          "im fine. can we go?" i ask begging him to change the subject.

          "uh- sure, yeah."

          "im sorry."

          "im sorry too." i say glancing up at him. i don't want to leave him either. im gonna miss our fights.

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   another little chapter for you. ill release another chapter tomorrow😸😸

     screenshot from my phone😛 

       
     also yeah.