i lay down my bed and staring at the wall
a day without soobin.
why do i feel empty when he's not around?
i don't even have feelings for him...
i chat soobin and ask how have he been doing but he didn't answer
i-i need you... i want to tell you how i feel today..
it feels cold, and empty here without you. you keep getting my mood up everyday but every time you left, it goes down.
i close my eyes and sleep
time skip
— tomorrow morning —
at schooli saw jungkook today but he didn't even say hi to me, he's acting strange
i waved at him but he ignored me and then he left right away. of course i disappoint at him. i really need soobin, i'll try contact him now
soobinie pabo🐰
you
hey soobinyou
where are you right now?you
to be honest, i need u right now. my boyfriend isn't enough to lighten up my day like yousoobinie pabo🐰
don't worry i'm on my hometown:)soobinie pabo🐰
what's wrong? if anything happens you can call me right away🥰you
sounds great, i'm gonna tell you everything at night.!soobinie pabo🐰
sounds great❣️end chat
back to y/n pov
i smiled like an idiot to my phone
can't wait:)
time skip
— at night —me and soobin is doing a video call with each other laptop while i was laying down and telling him about what happen today
minutes later—
"maybe he is just tired about stuff? because boys are like that so far"he says
"yeah maybe"i said
"just positive thinking, he'll get better soon"he chuckled
i giggled at his cuteness, "yea.."i said
after that, i was getting really sleepy
but then i fell asleep
— soobin pov —
i saw y/n sleeping peacefully while facing the camera, i chuckled softlyi look at her beautiful face, her nose, lips and her cheeks that are really cute. she has the most beautiful features like i mean she has the perfect face for me even her personality. she gets emotional really easily after her grandpa deaths, she really deserves the best in this world.
"i wish i can tell you how i felt about you"
i wish i can pull you to my embrace and hug you tightly while smiling at each other but i guess it is not my fate.
i screenshot her face multiple times, "goodnight y/n"
i turn off the video call and sleep
end pov
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