Undeniable

14

let me love you : ariana grande
'i don't normally say this but goddamn you're the best'

me and jess were getting ready and talking and there was a knock at the door.

"good morning" kairi smiled at us as him and mattia came in.

"hey" mattia said trying to hide his smile as our eyes met.

"hi" i said to them both.

"we wanted to walk you to our sessions" kairi said and jess smiled and kissed him and mattia glared at him.

"oh and i made mattia come" kairi added and mattia nodded. hes such a liar.

"i'm ready" jess said and her and kai left and and mattia closed the door behind them and as soon as he heard them walk away he came and grabbed my waist as i looked in the mirror to do my hair.

"what do you want" i laughed at how he was looking at me in the mirror.

"you're beautiful" he said and my stomach fluttered.

why do i have butterflies? am i missing something-

"thanks" i smiled and he was still standing behind me with his arms around my waist so he placed a kiss on my cheek and let me finish getting ready.

"lets go" he said as we put on our shoes.

"wait" i said and kissed his lips quickly and he smiled and then we left.

we walked in to training together and saw ms blaumen smile when she saw us together and she gave me a small nod and i smiled at her.

we did our training and then we were going back to our dorms to change and then at dinner we were gonna go to the tower.

"hey, its been a while" i heard as i made my way to the dining hall.

i turned around and saw aiden standing there and i rolled my eyes.

"mhm" i said as i kept walking but he came and stood next to me.

"i was thinking, do you maybe wanna have dinner together like behind the trees or something, im sure we wont get caught" he pleaded.

"no thanks aiden" i said as nice as i could. this guy doesn't stop-

"but why?"

"because she's got other plans" another voice said. a voice i didnt need to look at to know who it came from. i smiled to myself as i felt his hand snake around my waist.

"what?!" aiden said in annoyance.

i looked at him and just smiled and i could sense how happy mattia was after seeing aiden so annoyed.

"you're not allowed to date in here" aiden said smugly.

we're not allowed to date at all idiot.

"are you gonna cry about it?" mattia said and aidens face went red and he looked at us and then walked off.

"come on" mattia smiled, taking my hand as we made our way to the tower.

"if i had a gun on me i would shoot him" mattia said as we sat down.

"you'd miss" i laughed and mattia glared at me.

"ill throw you away" he said.

"do it" i challenged him and he looked at me and suddenly picked me up.

"STOP YOU WEIRDO" i yelled as he walked over to the window with me in his arms.

"keep yelling and we'll be sussed out real soon" he whispered into my ear, sending chills down my spine.

"put me down asshole"

"nah im good" he said and looked out the window while i stared up at him.

"i know im hot stop staring" he smiled.

"you're ugly i just want you to put me down"

"i don't like your attitude"

"i don't like your face"

"stop staring at it then"

"i hate you"

"i hate you too"

"PUT ME DOWN MF" i said hitting his chest while he laughed.

"first you have to say something nice to me"

"what is this? school??"

"you might wanna get comfortable"

"okay okay fine" i sighed and looked at him.

"are you talking about physical features or like personality?"

"i was thinking either but now you can do both" he smiled and i rolled my eyes at him.

i studied his face. what is there not to like about it.

"you have a nice smile" i said.

"you already said that before" he said and i glared at him.

"i like your eyes" i said and they twinkled as i said it.

"and i guess you're sometimes kind of fun to be around" i added and he smiled.

"tf you mean sometimes? you're always trying to spend more time with me" he said and i shook my head.

"that's very much you. always pulling me here with you because you're a loner without me"

"no it's you always begging me to stay with you and im like no.."

"whose the one who was at my door this morning because he wanted to walk with me to training because he couldn't stand not seeing me for 10 more minutes"

"kairi made me come actually"

"sure he did mattia" i said looking into his eyes.

"shut up you're so annoying" he complained and finally put me down.

i went and sat down against the wall and he came and laid down with his head in my lap.

"see, you're obsessed" i said shaking my head and he closed his eyes and put his finger up at me.

"stfu" he said and i leaned down and kissed his head and played with his hair as he looked up at me.

"stop staring perv" i said as it was making me slighty nervous.

"i like when i make you blush" he smiled and i rolled my eyes and tried to get rid of the heat in my cheeks.

"shut up" i said.

he lifted his arms and held onto my face and pulled my head down to kiss him.

we stayed there and talked for a while before heading up to bed.

A/N- i know this is short, im trying😀

not me almost falling asleep while writing this.

also, i only just saw the ss of what mattia said, last night and before that i had only seen the videos. im so fucking disgusted. it seems like they're pretty real and it really broke my heart because i genuinely never thought he'd say that shit. he needs to adress it and say sum bc staying quiet abt it is making it look pretty real. the shit he said was so so disgusting i felt it in my fucking heart. im trying to make this book good but honestly this whole thing has really made me sad. i want to carry this book on until its finished because i dont wanna leave it incomplete. thats how i feel for now so it might change if something else happens idk.

love you all, good morning / night❤️