Undeniable

12

wRoNg : zayn
'don't think because you're with me this is real'

-a few days later-

me and mattia had just finished our training for today and so we were going to meet in the shooting room after getting changed.

i got there after mattia and we started practicing until the door opened.

"fuck no" i muttered under my breath as aiden walked in with a smirk on his face once he saw me.

mattia focused on his shooting and i ignored aiden and loaded up my gun.

"hey" he smiled at me and i ignored him and shot a bullet in the forehead of the dummy and he looked impressed.

"so, about that date, how's next week?" he asked and mattia looked at him.

"you know there's not gonna be a date now fuck off" i said.

"but-"

"she's said no so many times, take the fucking hint you idiot!" mattia said in annoyance and aiden looked mad.

"she didnt say no when we kissed" he smirked and my eyes went wide and mattia looked over at me.

"you never kissed" mattia said, not believing him.

"it was in this very room the other day, wasnt it y/n" aiden smirked.

"you know thats-" i started saying.

"ill see you around babe" he smiled at me before i could finish and he left.

"you fucking kissed him?" mattia asked, unsure what to believe.

i looked at him and he realised it did happen.

"mattia-" i started saying but he shook his head and dropped his gun on the table and walked out.

"FUCK" i yelled as i ran my hands through my hair.

i picked up the gun and repeatedly shot at the dummy until i was out of bullets. fuck aiden.

i released most of my anger on the dummy and then it was dinner time so i quickly went up to my room to shower and then went down to the hall. i sat down at the table and mattia glared at me and then took his food with him and left without saying anything.

the others didnt think much of him walking off because we did it quite a lot so they wouldn't suspect us. ill just give him some space for now. he needs to listen to my side.

after dinner everyone went their seperate ways and i walked to the tower.

i took a deep breath before walking in.

he was sat on the floor on his phone. he didnt even look at me when i came in.

"mattia you have to listen to me" i said and he hesitated but then looked up at me.

"the other day when you went to get more bullets he came in and i was telling him to leave but he kissed me and i pushed him off" i said and mattia looked slightly relieved but still annoyed.

"why didn't you tell me"

"i didnt need to tell you, i didnt think you would care?"

"why the fuck do you always say i dont care, what makes you think i dont care??"

"why would you care?? you have no reason to care who kisses me and who doesnt"

"well i do care okay, you should have told me"

"no i shouldn't have! it has nothing to do with you, i didnt care about your stupid hookups so why do you care who kisses me"

"you know what maybe ill just start hooking up with louisa again , since you dont care how i would feel, i dont care how you feel"

"i dont fucking care mattia, i didnt care before and i dont care now. you chose to stop hooking up with her, i never told you to!"

"i dont know why you couldn't just fucking tell me that day he kissed you"

"because it has nothing to do with you!! why the fuck would i tell you??"

suddenly he wrapped his hand around my neck and backed me up against the wall.

"only im allowed to kiss you, okay?" he whispered close to my lips and id be lying if i said that wasn't extremely hot.

"no" i said pushing him away from me.

"no you're not" i said.

"what is your fucking problem, why do you make everything a big deal. all i said was you should have told me" he argued.

"i don't need to tell you anything"

"we're both meant to-"

"NO WE AREN'T. this is not a fucking relationship okay!? stop acting like i owe you something by telling you. if i had a boyfriend, I'd tell him if someone kissed me, im not telling you because you're just a stupid fucking asshole and you dont need to know!" i yelled at him and he stared at me for a second.

i could've sworn his face looked hurt but i didnt see it for long enough. he walked out, the door slamming shut behind him.

i slid down the wall, landing on the pillow and held my head in my hands.

what the fuck just happened. my heart was racing and i could feel it pounding against my chest. a tear slipped out my eye and fell onto the material of the pillow. i closed my eyes and leaned my head back onto the wall.

why did he have to make that such a big deal? i didn't need to tell him. maybe it would have been better if i did, but i wasn't obliged to. he cant get mad at that shit because he has no reason to. hes so fucking annoying.

i sighed and overthought for a while until it was time to go back to my dorm.

kairi was in our dorm when i got back and him and jess were cuddling and watching a movie. i had hidden the fact that i was crying because 😀.

"heyy, you wanna watch ice age with us?" jess asked.

"nah im tired i think im gonna go sleep" i laughed slightly at them and they nodded and i went to the bathroom to change and then got into bed.

soon their movie finished and kairi left and jess turned off her lamp and we said goodnight.

i fucking hate him.

A/N- hey rats,

well todays been ✨quite✨ annoying.

school friends aren't shit i swear- they're so annoying.

just want to go school with jess💔

anyways i dont wanna make this boring lol, i hope you liked the chapterr

good morning / night 😽