Jennie's Point of View
Akala ko may mas sasakit pa sa nakita kong expression ni Kai nang nilagpasan ko lang siya ng tingin. Hindi ko alam na masakit pa pala na umiiwas na rin siya sa akin.
Sa ilang araw, mga oras na lumipas. Hindi kami nag-uusap, he is even avoiding my gaze. Alam kong nararamdaman din ito ng iba pa naming kaibigan pero pinili na lang nilang manahimik.
Kaibigan? May magkakaibigan pa bang ganito? We even rarely see each other. Busy ako dahil sa darating na foundation, habang sila ay may kanya-kanyang pinagkakaabalahan.
"A penny for your thoughts."
Nabalin sa katabi kong bagong upo rito sa bench sa wide space. Agad na kumunot ang aking noo pero iniwasan ko rin ang aking tingin sa kanya.
"Hay. Napaka komplikado talaga ng mga bagay." Inip na sambit niya sabay unat.
"Komplikado na nga, mas pinapakomplikado pa natin."
"What the fuck do you want, Jinyoung?" Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. I just want a peaceful place where I can refresh my mind.
"Nah. I am just wondering. Why do feelings suddenly fade?"
Hindi ko maiwasang mapasulyap sa kanya. "What are you trying to say?" Tanong ko.
"Why do people suddenly change?"
Isinakbit ko na muli sa aking likod ang bag ko at tumayo na. "Because there is no permanent in this world." I answered all his non-sense questions.
"Even friendships?"
That hits me! Hindi agad ako nakahakbang palayo doon. It seems that a huge hard rock hit me. All his questions were also the questions flying through my mind and I answered the questions through my own mouth.
"Ikaw na mismo ang nagsabi nyan." He left me dumbfounded.
It took several minutes before I step away from that place though his words are still following me. Damn it!
There's no permanent in this world. Everything might change in a snap. Even the one you built for the rest of your life.
"Do you have any suggestions, Ms. Kim?"
Nabalik ako sa realidad nang marinig ko ang aking pangalan sa bibig ni Lisa. Nakalimutan kong nagmemeeting pala kami para sa Foundation Day dahil lutang ako. My mind is not with me.
"H-Huh?"
"Are you with us? Ikaw dapat ang nagpaplano nito Ms. Kim, dahil ikaw ang secretary, we are just here to approve your suggestions." Miss IU lectured me.
I focused my mind.
"I guess, leisure games will do." I suggested.
"Like what?" Tanong ni Jimin.
I stood infront and list down on the white board all the events I suggested for the foundation week that will end on saturday. The day I will just fade.
Gumilid ako para makita nila lahat ng isinulat ko. Nakita kong ngumisi si Miss IU habang si Lisa ay nakatingin sa akin. Sinabayan ko ang titig niya kaya agas siyang umiwas.
Okay? What was that?
"I approve." Sambit ni Lisa na hindi man lang sinusulyapan ang ginawa kong event plan sa white board.
She approves it even without throwing a glance at it! UGH!
"I must say, you have a brilliant idea!" Sambit ni Miss IU bago tinapos ang meeting at naunang lumabas.
BINABASA MO ANG
YG University | JenLisa (Book 2)
Mystery / Thriller[CMPLTD] - Taglish Not the typical school to have fun. Death is everywhere. Never trust your curiosity, it could drive you straight to hell. "Once you enter, there's no turning back" #157 - university #16 - jeonjungkook
