My Mafia man II

Chapter 35

The hour passed by and I stayed in James bedroom, doing every possible things I can do just to kill some time and finally I hear a car pulling in the drive way, with a huge smile plastered on my face I ran out and find James and Liam struggling to stand, "oh my god, are they drunk?" I asked few of the other guys and they all responded me in a very intoxicated way. "here" I offered some help and stayed in-between James and Liam, hanging their hands around my shoulder and trying to support them by holding on their waist but both of them were too strong for me, "seriously guys" I told them both off which made Liam giggled, "bro, your chick is way too sassy" he said in a gibberish, trying to walk straight as both of them leaned on my tiny body, "she is so sweet" James murmured pinching my cheek when I am already struggling to keep my balance.

I dragged them both with all my strength as both of them giggled and laughed at their own joke, I finally managed to step inside, I left James in the living room, promising to be back and went to drop Liam in his room, "Oh Rose, if James sees us like this he will kill both of us" he said intoxicatingly, "here, I will manage" Liam said and got away from me only to fall down, "Liam, you are not helping" I said with a laugh which made him laugh as well, "you need to be happy like this Rose, ok? Happy like this always, only then James will be happy than I will be happy and if I am happy, I can keep Leah happy" he spilled out, "who is Leah?" I asked Liam and he had a biggest smile on his face, "Leah, my Leah, she is so beautiful, so smart" he complimented with a shy smile. "is she your girlfriend?" I asked him which made him nod his head and it's so cute to see him shy like this, I have only seen a very sarcastic, serious Liam till now and seeing him blushing and talking about a girl made me smile. "Rose" I can hear James calling out for me, "I am coming" I yelled out and tucked Liam in his bed, "sleep well looser" I mumbled and closed his door.

I went to the living room only to find James lying on the floor, he look flustered and tired, "James, get up" I ordered and helped him to get up, "it's my baby" he said with a giggle and placed his head on my shoulder, "you know I love you right?" he asked me as we climbed up the stairs, "of course James" I replied, holding him up. 

We finally walked in our bedroom, with a long sigh I placed him on the bed, I began to remove his shoes and socks followed by his pants and jacket, "you love me, right?" James asked me, looking at me with his intoxicated eyes, "of course James, I love you" I replied and proceeded to take his tee shirt off, "than marry me" he whispered as I removed his tee shirt off from him, "what?" I asked in confusion, "marry me Rose, you are the only one for me" he said again cupping my face. "you are drunk" I whispered and laid him down, "I am serious" he mumbled and I look up to his face to see how serious he is......his eyes were shut, "you probably won't even remember this tomorrow" I said with a smile and laid down next to him, "come closer" he whinged and pulled me closer to him, with a strong smell of alcohol he began to place kiss on my neck followed by my shoulder and the collar bone, "you are going to be my wife" he mumbled as he removed his tee shirt that I was wearing from my body, "you are so beautiful, funny, smart and very....... very strong" he mumbled against my stomach as he planted more kiss. "I love you so much Rose, so much that I can't even express it" he whispered and removed the remaining cloth from my body, at this point I don't even know if he is being real to me or not, I don't know if he is going to remember it or not. He has managed to sweep me off my feet tonight, by asking me to marry him and now expressing his love towards me. "come here" I ordered and pulled him up, I cupped his face and watched him as he struggled to keep his eyes open, "you tired?" I asked him, "not yet" he replied with a giggle and began to kiss me, he slipped his tongue inside of my mouth and I can taste the strong alcohol, he sucked on my lips as I moaned for him, "I am going to show how much I love you" he whispered under his breath but clear enough for me to hear, slowly and gently he entered inside of me, I moaned with his each thrust and pulled him closer each time he left a trail of sloppy kiss in my neck, "I love you so much Rose" he continued to whisper as his thrust became more quick, "tell me Rose" he whinged sucking on the skin of my neck, "tell me you love me please" he pleaded, looking at my face, " I love you James" I whispered running my hands through his hair, "I love you" I whispered again making an eye contact, "are you going to be my baby's mum?" he asked me with his thrust getting more quicker and intense, "are you going to carry my baby?" he asked again and I knew he was getting close, "Will you be mine forever?" he asked again as I reached my high, with a scratch on his back I began to moan more loudly, "tell me Rose? Will you be mine forever?" and I nodded in response not being able to speak with the pleasure that I am receiving from him, I feel my toes curling as my eyes rolled feeling this beautiful pleasure from him and I know I won't last that long, "tell me Rose, will you marry me?" he asked again as I reached my climax, "are you going to be my children's Mumma?" he asked as I felt him finishing inside of me. "Fuck, I love you Rose, you are the only one for me" he whispered over my lips as I felt him twitching inside of me. With a bead of sweats on his forehead and his body glistening with the sweats James fell on me, I stroke his hair holding him in my arms thinking what just happened.

Maybe because of my sleep until late afternoon or the question that James popped before, I am struggling to fall asleep. I gently pushed James away from me and headed to the veranda, grabbing a bottle of left-over white wine from the fridge. I sat on a cane chair and looked through the vineyard that is so dark, I looked up into the sky and observed the twinkling sky. James just asked me to marry him and I am panicking, he can't be serious right? I love this man, we have been through so much in this past 2 years but spending my lifetime with him was something it never came in my mind. He is perfect in every way and I am starting to wonder if I am the right one for him, I have done nothing for him and in return he has done so much for me,  without any expectation from me, am I the right one for him? He asked me if I will carry his child, I have been pregnant with his child but that was something we didn't planned but now seeing him expressing his will to have a child together send this weird feeling inside of me, I don't know if I am happy, nervous or sad. I have never been in this place before where I am loved, cherished and wanted.......what if unintentionally I end up hurting James? I took a last sip of my wine and felt the cold wind brushing my face, he probably won't even remember it tomorrow I thought to myself.