My Mafia man II

Chapter 45

Jams POV

I walked into the green house and Gloria has done an amazing job, Rose was meant to be here with me now but instead she left me. I was meant to ask her to be mine forever, but she left me for someone who has these strong feelings for her. With some discomfort inside of me, her being with John I sent her a message, "I am coming over now" and within another second I received her reply; "you will make things worse, don't" it pissed me off more noticing how she is forbidding to come there.

With an anger inside of me I began to rip off all the lights that were beautifully arranged, I ripped off the sunflower plants and ruined each one of them by kicking, tossing and ripping it apart, what's the use anyway because she is not coming. I planned this for her, and she doesn't even give a shit. All she cares about is John and that's it, she has never considered my feelings for her. She ran to John this afternoon just after receiving one phone call but look at her now, she doesn't even care about the fact that I do not like them spending times. She knows I am jealous; she knows I am hurt but she cares about John's feelings more than me.

Rose POV

I know James is hurt, i am aware he is jealous of John but i had to be there for John, i owed him that specially after whatever he had done for me. I can't even imagine what i would have done without Ana and John in life. They were there for me, when i needed them the most.......even when i didn't yelled for any help......they supported and accepted me. I am glad that i was able to talk through John. I was able to make him understand that giving up is not an answer. I hope our friendship will continue to flourish without hurting any soul. I need to talk to James, apologise for leaving him all alone and going after John who he despises. I need to convince him to give back John's job. Why did he even bought the damn place in first place.

I get into my uber ride and headed to James place.

I checked into his home office, his bedroom and living room but he was nowhere to be found than a reflection on the kitchen window caught my eyes, it was the reflection of lit up green house. I know he is in there, i am also aware that he is probably fuming in there.

With nervousness built inside of me, I stepped inside of the greenhouse, it was a chaos, there were fairly lights ripped off from the wall, floor covered with dirt and broken petals of sunflowers, i looked around and found more sunflowers, ripped and torn into pieces, judging by the environment i can tell he is pissed.

"What the fuck you doing here?" He asked sitting on the only bench that was available in the green house, "to see you" i mumbled looking at him apologetically. He scowled hearing my answer. "At the end you chose him over me" he remarked, "there was nothing to choose to begin with, i love you both but my love for both of you is different to one another" i replied, trying to win him with my words, "if you felt like i left you than please forgive me" i begged pouting. "A moment like this may come in future again, where you may have to choose between him and me and i know you will choose him again" he murmured, "maybe it's better if we split up" he whispered, turning away his head from me and tonight i refuse to let him go. "James can't we just be like a normal couple? Where we fight and argue but at the end, we end up making up? Why do we have to break up after each fight?" I asked him and he stayed silent.

James and i have been splitting up after our each fight only to get back together again but this time i feel like if i don't make it up with him we might separate for good and i refuse to let him go.

Growing up i never felt loved but it was James who taught me what it feels likes to be loved, to be an important person for someone, to be someone's everything. I was scared of love......i was scared of any sort of physical contact with a man but with James i got through it. I was able to pass through each of my nightmares and be the person i am today.......a very happy and loved person.