HOŞYAR SULTAN ✔️

15th Chapter

After I gave a birth to my beautiful daughter Huricihan, everything changed in my life. Everyone in harem was happy because I gave a birth to a daughter, but not happy for real. They were happy because if I would have given birth to a son, I would been a threat to all of them.

Kosem Sultana was really disappointed in me. She told me it's done with Murad's love with me, and I was scared if she is right. Murad haven't visited me and my daughter for few weeks. That made me really sad.

I barely went out of my room. Gulcicek Hatun helped me with Huricihan. Only person that was often coming to visit me, was Ismihan Sultana. She was really happy because she got a little sister. She was the only one who talked to me in this palace.

I was really disappointed in Murad. I haven't except him to act like this towards me. I missed him really much and I couldn’t stand to not see him for so long.

That day I was sitting in my room with Ismihan Sultana while my baby Huricihan Sultana was sleeping peacefully.

- Everyone in harem is making fun of you. - Ismihan told me sadly, but I already knew it. What could I do? Nothing will stop them.

- I know and I don't care about it, only thing that I am sad about is your dad. - I told to Ismihan.
- He is not visiting you? - she asked me and I nodded her with my head showing her he is not.

- He did the same to my mother. I love him, but I don't know how he can act like this. - she said sadly.
- I don't want to end up like your mother. - I told her sadly. And I really didn't. I couldn't spend years in this Palace if I wouldnt have Murad's love.

- I heard Kosem Sultan sent him Raziye Hatun, she's his favourite now. She will go tonight again. - Ismihan told me and that made me really upset.

I know I shouldn't do anything but I didn't want to sit peacefully while he was sleeping with another women. I won't let him do it to me. No matter what his reaction will be, I will stop him in having a havlet with that concubine. Even though, I am a concubine too still. I won't give up easily on love of my life.

I ordered Gulcicek Hatun to take care of Huricihan at evening, and I went to visit Murad. I saw Ayse Sultan in the hallways of harem.

- Look, look. You thought you would rise in this palace, but you couldn't even give a birth to a son! Sultan already found another one and he doesn't care for you. - she said arrogantly to my face and all concubines in harem laughed together with her. They all tried to make fun of me.

- I still have a chance to fix the things while you don't. Sultan forgot about you six years ago. - I told her proudly with a smile and I could see she was becoming really angry.

- Hoşyar Hatun, I am Sultana. You can't talk like that to me. - she said proudly to me.
- I don't care who are you. - I said to her with a smile.

- Instead of trying to catch Sultan's attention, maybe you should take care of your daughter? - she told me and I was confused why is she mentioning my child, but I was ready to attack her back verbally.

- I take care of my child, unlike you. Your children dont have your attention and they dont feel loved. - I told her proudly.

- You are talking lies, I love my children most in this world. - she said trying to defend herself when all harem concubines were looking at her.

I stepped towards her and got close to her face.
- That's why your daughter told she would like more if I was her mother Instead of you? - I asked her smilingly. Ayse didn't know how to react. I just had a little bow to her and left the harem.

I went to Murad's room. I saw Haci-aga is standing there.
- Haci-aga let me in please. - I told him.

- I think I can't, Hosyar Hatun. - he told me insensitive. I couldn't find out what is his side.