Lucas Raymond's POV
" Not biologically."
I add curtly, avoiding eye contact to her.
"He's my father illegitimate son."
I tell her as I letting out a long sigh.
"Before you say anything, it was before he met my mother."
I take a deep breath before continuing.
"And even worse, he was drunk."
I continued as if I was talking to myself. Alyssa was just sitting there listening to me, making no effort to interfere, and I thank her for that.
"My father, he is no good man Lyss. He was not a good Alpha too, but he took responsibility towards his action and marry the woman, Catherine, and took care of his son, Kai."
I stated just as Alyssa cuddle more into my embrace. I pecked her head and inhale her scent that never fails to calm me down.
"Years after, Catherine died of illness and he met my mother, his mate."
I stop as I gaze through the room, looking for a sign of certainty of this event. Alyssa's touch takes me back to reality as my mind woke up from the flashback of Kai and me.
"Kai was a good man."
I convey weakly.
"Was?"
Alyssa questioned back. She was quick to notice my words.
"But I want to believe he still is after all the things that happened to him."
I maintain the conversation flow, feeling the need to let it all out.
"Kai loves experimenting with anything he finds fascinating, and when he turned 19 he wants to work as a scientist.
He said he wanted to create something that can help our pack in case anything bad happened. So at the end of that year, he works in Research & Distribution of MedLab. It thrilled him when he got accepted and our father was happy for him. And I too."
"It got even better when he found his mate, Rose."
I smiled faintly, remembering my conversation with him through the phone the day he found Rose. He was so happy he couldn't talk.
"I remember vaguely it was on Thursday of July when he told me after conducting this one last task, he will come home bringing Rose with him to introduce it to us."
I halted.
"But he never came back."
I sighed again for the hundredth of time tonight while pinching the bridge of my nose. I was 18 when everything happens.
"Weeks after, he came back, but he was alone and we found out that the experiment failed and that Rose has died from it."
"We never get to see her. Kai was a train wreck, but I think he still is until today."
I add.
"Now that he's back, I think he was up to no good."
I finished my story with a long breath. Instantly, my hands went to the side of my head gripping my hair harshly. A wound I never want to feel again and even after years I thought I've heal from it but I was wrong.
Kai was the best brother I have ever had. I still miss him sometimes. Losing a mate is hard but I just wish he would open up to me, to us, his family rather than bearing the burden by himself.
Alyssa swiftly held my hands trying to calm me down and in a flash my grip loosen on its own. She bring my head to her chest and I quickly hug her by the waist as I let out another sigh, inhaling her calming scent.
Now that I think about it, I just couldn't accept the fact that Kai have changed and he choose the wrong path to lead his life just to fill the emptiness within him.
Alyssa kisses my head tenderly and rubs my back slowly as I continue to relax myself against her delicate body. Kai. I hope he has some mercy in his stone, icy heart. If things get bad, I would have no other reason to kill him. One can only hope.
I lifted my head slowly and look at Alyssa. I trailed my hands along her jaw. Her fair smooth skin glides softly against my rough fingers. She smiles at me and my heart flutters.
Without notice, I smile back at her and her face turns a deep shade of red. I bring my trembling lips and slowly kiss her forehead. Instantly she closes her eyes and hold my hand that I had put on her neck.
We sat there in silence and Alyssa fall asleep on my chest. My mind keep wandering to Kai. The last time I met him was years ago. I don't even know him or how he look like now. Is he still my brother? That's a hard question. I sigh again for the hundredth time.
The real question is can I kill him?
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LUNA ALYSSA (COMPLETED)
WerewolfHe growl lowly as my breath become shallow from this steamy sessions. Within a second, he digs his canines into my skin, and moans escape my mouth at this newly found pleasures. He tightens his grip at my back, tugging at my shirt. My breath becomes...
