"Alright! As usual Ivos did not disappoint" Lumunok ako akmang bibitaw nang mabilis niya uli akong hinalikan sa labi.
"I'm still inlove with you Elaine" Pinagdikit niya ang nuo namin sa isa't isa dahilan kung bakit manghina ang mga binti ko.
"Give me a chance, baby" I bit my lower lip trying to calm myself. I was too fazed by his confessions, I don't have the strength to talk or even breathe normally.
"Adrian! How are you?" A guy went to us. Bumitaw siya sa pagkayakap sa akin at saka niya pinulupot ang kamay sa beywang ko.
"Elaine Gutierrez right? The interior designer from New York" Ngumiti ako at saka tumango.
"Wow! It's a pleasure, I saw your works. It's phenomenal" I chuckled at that before shaking hands with him.
"Thankyou" I glanced over Adrian who's looking at me with so much adoration. Like he's trying to say how proud he is with me.
"You got a good one bro" Adrian laughed before slicking his hair back.
"I really did" Hindi lang ang lalaking 'yon ang kumausap saamin, well actually siya lang ang kinausap. It's all about how VCH is going, about business and money. I couldn't relate that much.
"Sa tabing dagat lang ako" Pagpapaalam ko sakaniya nang mabored. He glanced over me before nodding.
I wanted to have an open yet peaceful place to think. I want to reflect on what happened with us today. The kiss, his confessions, the letter.
The cold breeze of the air made my hair dance while the waves of the water looked peaceful and happy. As I sat down on the big cold stone. Everything looked like it was a painted scenery.
I sighed, I love him. I know I still do. It's just I was so scared of being heartbroken again. Natakot ako na baka ginagawa niya ang lahat ng ito dahil gusto niyang iparanas lahat ng sakit na ibinigay ko sakaniya saakin.
Turns out I was wrong about him. Sometimes I wonder if whether or not I deserve him, well clearly I do not. But can that stop me? No either.
I would try to be the woman he deserves, I always tried to be but I end of failing.
I wonder how things would turn out if I risked being with him again? Are we gonna separate again?
Sometimes in my most deepest dreams I think, did we meet for both of us to suffer an eternal pain? Did we meet to build eachother for another person?
Bakit pa kami pinagtagpo ng tadhana kung hindi naman kami ang itinadhan para sa isa't isa?
Why would it take destiny three heartbreaks for us to meet again? For what for a fourth one?
The rivulets of tears started streaming down my face as I sat on the cold rock, both of my elbows on my closed knees.
If it doesn't work this time, i'd probably just die loving the man who wasn't destined to be mine.
I would just die loving him endlessly in peace wishing for us to meet again in the afterlife to finally get the happy ending we both deserve.
"You're crying, without me" Agad kong pinunasan ang mga luha sa mata ko nang maramdaman ko ang papalapit na yapak ni Adrian sa gilid ko. Umusog ako sa kinauupuan para tumabi siya saakin.
"Naiyak lang ako, ang ganda kasi ng view eh" I chuckled before fixing myself.
"Liar" He accused before putting his hand on the side of my head so I could rest my head on his shoulders.
"Cry on my shoulders, please" Pumirmi ako sa kinauupuan, doon ko lang napagtantong bumuhos na pala lahat ng luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan.
He kissed the top of my head. "I'm so tired of trying Adrian, b-bakit lagi nalang tayong pinaghihiwalay? Bakit laging nalang...bawal" My voice broke in agony.
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