It was her | h.s

10

Harry styles

Half an hour ago

"Harry mate you've got to do this. We've been planning this since she was 15. We can't keep running because your scared"

Our bathroom is our meeting spot. When we need to discuss something we go here. Not many use the ones downstairs and I don't blame them. They're fucking disgusting.

"Fuck off Ni. I'm not scared. I'm just worried that when I look at her I'll see him"

"Yeah but Haz. You'll remember what he did.That will be your drive!" Lou said.

Nothing that they said really helped me out.

I took out a packet of cocain and made a line with the corner of the plastic bag. I rolled the plastic bag up and inhaled it through one nostril. I immediately felt the effect of it hitting my bloodstream and the pace of my heart quickening.

"Now that should do the job" Zayn chipped in.

"Don't encourage it Zayn. It's bad for him and he knows it. He only does it to hide the pain of what happened to his broth-"

Liam immediately stopped talking as my eyes met his. I felt my eyebrows furrow and my teeth grind.

"Don't you ever speak of him. What he did do him was cold hearted and he knew it. I was there and watched it happen." I said this while clenching my jaw. I hated anyone mentioning anything about me and my personal life.

Before he said another word I punched him.

It wasn't hard enough to break anything but it did cause a lot of blood, probably because of the amount of rings I was wearing.

I run over to the tap to try wash it off.

"For fuck sake" I cuss to myself because I could tell it was going to stain.

"Haz. You go, we'll take care of him. Take the gun!"

Current time

As I walked into the door I saw her. She was sat there with her designs all laid out in-front of her. You could really tell she had a passion for what she did. Her drawings were amazing. But then I remembered why I was here.

"Excuse me" I say

I could tell she was threatened by my appearance.

When her eyes met mine. I lost the rush that the cocain gave me. It was soft almost. It wasn't welcoming because I startled her. But she didn't mean any harm. For now.

But oh my god. She was stunning.
The way her brown hair fell nicely over her shoulders. Her blue eyes were a literal ocean I could drown in. I saw her smile when she was looking at the pictures she drew and-

No Harry stop that. You're here for one reason and one reason only. Remember the fucking plan and stick to it

She showed me her drawings. They were amazing. This girl had some talent.

Then she asked me about the blood on my hand

It reminded me of what Liam had said and it triggered something in me. I gave her a warning which came across as a threat. That's exactly what I wanted. If she stayed out of my way and I stayed out of hers. It would make it easier to follow through with what I was eventually going to do

The fear in her eyes as my tall body towered over her and my bloody hand on her neck reminded me of him.

I felt the rush of the drug again

But lost it.

I couldn't do it

I don't know why.

If she reminded me of him that should've given me more the reason to do it.

I just couldn't.

She had such a passion for what she did. It wasn't as if I was a cold blooded murderer. I mean sure I'm into drugs and gangs. But the only person I've ever murdered gave me a good reason to do it.

She was only 19.

Not that it was any reason for me not to do it. I didn't know enough about the girl. If I was to do it. I would need a reason. I didn't have one. Yet.

And as far has she's concerned. I'm the soon to be famous Harry styles along with my backup band Louis,Niall,Zayn and Liam. She was here to design our clothes. That's all she knew. And that's all she had to know.

-Kirsty

Oh shit.

I hopped off of Raelynn and tucked my hands inside my pockets because of the blood. She gave me a disgusting look and I don't blame her after what I did to her.

My presence was definitely unwelcome right now.

So I left.

I made my way back to the bathroom where Liam was scrubbing the blood off his nose.

"Well?" Lou asked excitedly.

"I couldn't do it" I said with full embarrassment

"Styles what the fuck. Now you've ruined our plan again. Which means we are actually going to have to perform soon." Zayn said while putting his head in his hands because of disappointment in me.

"It's fine haz. There's other ways. Remember why we are doing it and we shouldn't have a problem"

They all began walking out the door as I said. "She's quite pretty you know."

They all stopped dead in their tracks.

"Styles have you gone fucking insane. This was your idea in the first place. You got us into this shit and you're getting us back out of it. Don't say she's pretty or you'll get distracted. Get your head out the clouds idiot."

Ni was right. What the fuck came over me at that moment. I hadn't even been in the room with the girl for 10 minutes.

Stop being such an idiot Harry.

"Why were you so quick anyway?" Louis asked

"Kirsty"

That was all I needed to say before there was a huge amount of awkward silence in the room. We all exchanged looks. Zayn was the one to break the silence.

"Does she know why you-"

"No Zayn. Fuck no. If she knew then she wouldn't have told me."

"Ah right"

"Should we carry on then or are we gonna stand around like idiots? After Kirsty's gone I need to think of outfits for our first show anyway."

"Fuck no. We are doing the plan beforehand."

"Why Ni? I picked a pretty pink dress out for you?"

"Oh suck a dick styles"

We exchanged a few laughs

"No but in all seriousness I do. Just in case. The shows in one month. The plan will take a few weeks."

The other boys agreed.

So for now, we were the soon to be famous band worldwide with Raelynn designing our outfits.

//oh shit. Tea.