A/N i'm thinking abt starting each one with a flashback so i'll see how that goes
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i hated arguing with you . i just want to say "ok i'm sorry i love you" but i knew that then you wouldn't understand , if i only knew you wouldn't ever understand . all of this , i wish it were just one big misunderstanding .
*FLASHBACK*
"do you know what my father would do if he sees me dating one of harry potters friends y/n?!" draco yelled at you . you hated when he did this . his harsh words made you flinch .
"why can't he just accept it?! harry is my best friend," you said in between his harsh words and your saddened feelings . "i dont even expect you to understand." you said , forcing to get a reaction out of him .
"what is that supposed to mean y/n ?! you think i don't care?!" he retaliated , you didn't think that . you knew he cared , if it were up to him he wouldn't care . you couldn't help but start to cry .
"you know what draco , fine i'm sorry . and i'm sorry you are to insecure to allow me to have friends that are better than you ," you said , just wanting him to say something . acknowledge how you feel . he opened his mouth to speak , but shut it . you stood there , tears in your eyes . while he stood , staring at you . neither of the two knowing what to do next . you thought he would hug you , you just wanted him to hold you . but he didn't . he just turned around to walk away .
*END OF FLASHBACK*
potions was boring , as always . although you usually had draco there to cheer you up . he had switched seats last week . you knew it was bound to happen . but you thought maybe he wanted to fix things , to apologize . he needed to apologize . but alas , draco malfoy never apologizes . he just runs . but one day he won't be able to . to run away from his problems anymore .
"y/n!!" professor snape yelled . you had realized you were staring at draco , not on purpose . of course .
"s-sorry i was- i was just-" you stuttered . before being interrupted . you heard a snicker . draco . he was laughing at you .
"detention . and for you too mr malfoy" he glared back between the both of us . you haven't been in a room with just draco in weeks . many years it felt like . you turned to see hermoine giving you a look , the look read 'are you going to be okay' . but you just looked away .
*detention*
you walked into the room you had just been in hours ago , noticing draco at one desk and snape working at his . neither of them looked up to you except snape just point to a seat next to draco .
"you two will be cleaning this room up ," he started , "with no magic" he finished holding out his hand for your wands . you handed him your wand and watched as dracos put his in snapes hand . after that snape left . leaving you and draco alone . neither of spoke , you waited for him to speak . but he didn't .
"h-how are you ?" you asked , trying to pull yourself together to say the words . draco looked up from his desk and just glared at you .
"you know , this is all your fault . if you weren't looking at me we wouldn't be in this position," he stated as he stood up . you wanted to hug him . you wanted him to come back .
"i- i'm sorry i wasn't meaning to look at you i just-" you got interrupted .
"it's fine whatever , let's just do what we're supposed to do so we don't have to be here anymore ," he said . but why . did he not miss you ? all of the memories you had ?
"i'm still sorry," you muttered under your breath . you bent down to pick up the things on the floor . "you didn't answer my question by the way.." you said , almost as if your brain had said it for you .
"what ?" he questioned , "my question you didn't answer it" you restated .
"i'm fine ," he said . his voice . you missed it , you missed how he would say 'good morning cutie' and how when you had sleepovers at the manor he would say 'goodnight luvie' . it was the little things you missed . although he- he was not a little thing . all of your misery revolved around him , one big thing . you stood there , you watched as he cleaned . you were in year 7 now , thoughts of year 4 , 5 and 6 were you best . you were happy then . you had him then .
"i- um" you started to say, "nevermind" you hesitated
"if you're going to say something y/l/n just say it," draco said . and again he broke your heart , he had never called you by your last name . not since year 1 .
"it's just , i'm- i'm sorry . for everything . i'm sorry i ruined your life , and i'm sorry that i could say i lo-" and then you got interrupted once again
"it's fine , i don't even care about it anymore ." he said . your world crumbled around you , you felt everything coming down . he 'didn't care anymore' but you did . why couldn't you be like draco and get over people easily . why did you have to tell him you loved him . why , why , why ?
YOU ARE READING
Fighting The Inevitable (A Draco x Reader story)
Fanfiction~fighting the inevitable~ the last of it. all of your troubles, all of your worries, all of your moments, all of them... gone. but this wasn't how it was supposed to be? you've done everything you were supposed to, IS THIS HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE...
