When I was young I use to think being an adult was going to be the best thing ever
Couldn't wait to be a grown up and be independent
All the fun possibilities
Nice house, nice car, handsome man. Beautiful wedding.
You know the perfect things
I'm an adult now and I realized sometimes things aren't that simple.
When I was younger
I would believe in Romance
Matter fact, I was a helpless romantic
But now as I'm older I don't know about that anymore
There's just too much sadness
Not enough weddings
Uh...
I'm trying to write as best as I could
But it don't even sound like it make sense
Idk.
Less weddings
The reality is it's almost as if those things are not as I perceived it to be.
I mean it sucks
But that's the truth
Or maybe not idk
I sit here and watch my mom work at a job she hates
But she has to work it to provide for the family
But I mean it sucks seeing that
It sucks seeing stuff like divorce as well.
When families are separated
Idk
Maybe I shouldn't had watch a lot of romance movies growing up lol
Like Cinderella and Mulan
Reading a bunch of cliche Wattpad books
Then turning over to non cliche Wattpad books
Having confusing guy crushes at high school
Never actually dating none of them.
Making a love fan page account
Then outgrowing it
Now to watch an aftermath of a divorce
Or couples being separated
Moreover, I use to not understand some of the r&b songs that would play
I mean I never listened to the lyrics
I would just bump to the melodies
But when I actually listened
Half of them is about breakups
I guess you can say I shifted my perspective of life a little
And got hit by the truth of it
It's not fairytales
It's really not
Or is it?
I never dated anyone to tell
But that's all I can say for now
We need more wedding veils
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ŞiirMany topics ranging from social anxiety to highschool crushes. This is like my personal diary but I'm willing to share and talk about my experiences and journeys through this poem. Come join the ride with me.
