dammit matt

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Arlo's point of view
Woo
I'm sorry Sam-
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I don't know what was wrong with him, or why he did it. He says he didn't understand what he did, so I guess that's it?
It just was so. Weird.
And it felt like he understood completely..

Well, this is what happened, anyways.

I was at the park with Izzy, and we were eating some popcorn I made. Mine needed more salt and Izzy was in the process of dying because there was too much in his. I of course, laughed at him which resulted in him pouting.

I looked ahead and saw Matt walking up to me with his guitar. Sometimes he played random songs when Sayako and I were there, but Sayako, who was sitting in a tree next to me and Izzy, looked confused.

Matt stared at me for a bit. It made me uncomfortable.

"Hi..?" Is all I could manage to say.

"Hello." He responded, tuning the guitar.

"What are you..."

"Give me a second.."

"Uh.."

"Here we go." He smiled, then looked back at me, starting to play

Me, Sayako, and Izzy watched him as he started to sing.

"La da da da da.. I'm gonna bury you in the ground.. La da da da da.. I'm gonna bury you with my sound, I'm gonna.. Drink the red from your.. Pretty pink face.. I'm gonna-" He sang. I raised an eyebrow, cutting him off.

"Matt that's. Pretty distasteful."  I cut him off.

"Oh.. You don't like that..?" He responded, visibly upset. "Or do you just not like me!?" He yelled as I jumped back.

"That's not what I.."

Matt resumed singing.

"Sorry I don't treat you like a goddess.. Is that what you want me to do? Sorry I don't treat you like you're perfect, like all your little loyal subjects do.. Sorry I'm not made of sugar, am I not sweet enough for you?"

Matt looked hurt, but continued.

"Is that why you always avoid me..? I must be such an inconvenience to you! Well.. I'm just your problem.. I'm just your problem.." He teared up, staring at me. "it's like I'm not.. Even a person, am I? I'm just your problem.."

I felt bad hearing him. Did he really think that I.. I wanted to apologize, but I couldn't speak. I just listened to him sing. Had he been.. Meaning to say this? Was this some weird joke? I didn't understand... Well, matt continued singing anyways.

"Well I... Shouldn't have to justify what I do! And I... Shouldn't have to prove anything to you.. I'm sorry that I exist, I forget what landed me on your blacklist, but I.. Shouldn't have to be the one who makes up with you,"

He was averting eye contact with me as he went red. I still don't know why he did, if he didn't mean any of this..

"So.. Why do I want to..? Why do I want to.." He gasped quietly, trying to change his tone. "B-bury you in the ground.. And drink the blood from your.. Ugh!" He dropped his guitar and just stood there.

Izzy pulled me to him angrily, as I stared at Matt in shock. Is that how he felt about me..? And Sayako looked so hurt... She left as soon as she could, as Izzy started shouting at Matt. I didn't catch any of it, though. I was too busy thinking...

I'd probably have to talk to him soon..

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