Lost Memory Of Love

Epilogue

"Nasaan si Shainter?" Iyon agad ang unang lumabas sa bibig ko ng gumising ako sa hindi pamilyar na kwarto. As far as I remember I got to am accident and before my eyes close that time. Nakita ko na ang sasakyang nabangga ko ay sa mga magulang ni Shainter, probably sina tita ang laman nito.

Nagsimulang pumatak ang luha ko at tinagtag ang dextrose na nakatakid sa akin. I want to see Shainter now. "B-blake calm down" si Missy nang nagising siya sa biglaang kilos ko. "Asaan si Shainter? I have to explain. Hindi ko sinasadya. The car was out of control. I didn't see it happening. Hindi ko sinasadya asan si Shainter?!" Mahaba kong sabi.

Lalong dumadami ang kasalanan ko sa kanya. Hindi ko naman ito inaasahan. I just want to go to the company para sana mag explain at matulungan ako Ng mga magulang niya para magpaliwanag sa kanya.

Napagod lang ako, nasakal, but days without her naughtiness and her embrace I feel like I'm not living. Hinahanap hanap ko ang kakulitan niya. I realized that she was my strength afterall, my happiness my everything. Pinunasan ko ang luha na pumatak sa Maya ko bago umupo ulit sa kama Ng hospital.

"Ano pa ba ang ine-expect ko, she'll not be here right? Probably she already know that I caused the accident. Kamusta na nga pala sina tita?" I asked Missy. Nagulat ako ng bigla siyang umiyak sa gilid ko.

Nagsalubong ang kilay ko at tumingin sa kanya. I felt an electric force on my system as I saw her crying. "B-blake, t-tita and t-tito is already--- gone" she cried. Natulala lamang ako sa harap niya. It was so hard for me to process that but all I knew is how about Shainter? Asaan siya? Alam kong hindi niya kakayanin ito. Then the thought that I'm going to lose him slaps me. Lalong lumaki lang yung rason para iwan niya ako.

I looked up at the ceiling to control my emotions. "This is a joke right? Asan Sina tita? Gusto kong makita? Siguro andoon din si Shainter diba? Tito's probably cracking corny jokes again." I even chuckled. Umiling iling lamang si Missy kasabay ng pagbukas ng pinto at niluwa nito si kuya Jack.

"Kuya Jack asan si Shainter? Sina tita? "I calmly asked but he gave me a hard punch. Doon ako natauhan. Doon ako naniwala. "Get lost! Look what you did! Nawalan na kami ng magulang! And Shainter! She's at a--- she's at a critical condition, she might loss her memories!" He break out in front of me. Tumulo nanaman ang luha ko. All I did was to say sorry.

Ate Jill and Shainter's friend went to the room to. "Huwag ka ng magpakita ulit Kay Shainter. Maybe this will be the end for your relationship." Ate Jill said. Wala akong naiimik. "You promised to protect Shainter Blake! Anong ginawa mo?!" Galit na galit din si Gabriel sa akin. Nakatungo lamang ako habang umiiyak. Hindi ko din naman ito ginusto.

I fully recovered from the accident but my heart and mind wasn't. Nasa room ako ngayon ni Shainter sa hospital. Hawak hawak ko ang kamay niya habang umiiyak. They said she's in a comma. "I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry." I said.

"Wake up love please, hindi na ako mapapagod. I will be here. Please." I begged but she didn't even move. Patuloy na pumapatak ang luha ko sa mata. "Please, I love you." I said. I kissed her hand multiple times hoping for her to wake up. "Please, please. Gumising ka lang agad, kahit hindi mo na ako balikan." That's the most hurtful words I said. Kahit sa pamilya niya na Lang agad siya bumalik.

Bumukas ang pinto at pumasok and doktor. Pinahiran ko ang luha ko at tumayo. "Doc, will she wake up anytime soon? " I asked. Ngumti ng mapait ang doctor. "We're hoping too hijo, but with the fracture on her head. We're afraid that she'll going to sleep for a long period of time and she'll going to loss her memories." She said.

Wala akong nasagot sa kanya. We waited for months but there's no even sign that she's waking up, it's almost a year since that, doon lamang gumalaw ang kamay niya. Kahit ayaw akong papuntahin nina Kuya Jack Kay Hsianyer I still do. Nagdadala ako ng flower and fruits kahit hindi niya naman alam yoon. I'm hoping that she'll wake up soon. "Love gising na, ang haba na ng tulog mo oh " I caress her face. I often make fun of it para hindi ako masyadong malungkot habang hindi pa siya gising. I took a lot of photo naming dalawa.