Lost Memory Of Love

Chapter 27- Lastly

Year, months and days being together wasn't really always perfect. May mga panahaon pa din talaga na nag aaway kami, hindi naman yon maiiwasan sa isang relasyon. Even before we become together, I knew some things will complicate our relationship. Lalo na at madalas akong topakin at madali akong mag selos. It's just that, hindi ko iyon maiwasan.

Pati yata mga kaibigan ko ay pinag seselosan ko na dahil feeling ko, at some point, Blake would spend more time with them rather than me. Especially that most of my friends were girls. Gab and Clarence often visit and spend time with us, kaya kami lang ng mga babae kong kaibigan dito. I trust him, I trust them but I just can't help but to get jealous.

"Hoy Blake" Missy called Blake kaya bumalik ako sa ulirat ko. I looked at them as Missy throw a pillow to Blake. Andito kami ngayon sa bahay. School was so tiring especially we're at the first year of college already. So Blake decided to have bonds together during weekends with them, rather than going out with me. Madalas ding magkasama si Missy at Blake sa school since magka org sila. They have the same interest though.  Arghhh. Minsan naiinis na din ako sa sarili ko dahil kung ano ano na lang ang iniisip ko.

Tuloy ang asaran ni Missy at Blake habang nakatulala lamang ako sa TV. My mind are filled with thoughts. Sometimes Bunny would join them pero titigil din agad at manonood ulit. Si Mapolz lang yata ang seryoso sa panonood. "Nanonood ka ba talaga?" Mapolz turned to me. I smiled at her and rested my head on her shoulder. She tapped my head before speaking again.

"Selos ka nanaman sa kanila? You know Blake loves you okay? It's natural na maging close kami sa kanya." she explained while her eyes is on the TV same on me. I was thinking about what she said.

"I know, natatakot lang ako." I replied. I felt her sighed. "You trust him right?" I nodded. Trying to clear my thoughts. "And you trust us." she continued which makes me relieved. Maybe there's nothing to get jealous about. Ang babaw ko lang talaga.

"Mapolz akin yan!" Blake shouted when he saw me resting on Mapolz's shoulder agad niya akong hinila at niyakap kaya napatawa ako. Sometimes he acts like a child.

"Mine, mine, mine" he said as he was hugging me tightly. Binato siya ng unan ni Mapolz bago sumagot. "Straight ako no! Wag ka nga Blake!" she defended. Blake kissed my temple and hugged me tighter. Missy and Bunny was laughing out loud.

Maybe there's nothing to really worry about.

"Baby come hereeeee" Blake called me. Sumilay ang ngiti sa labi ko ar nagsimulang lumakad papunta sa kanga. His arms are wide open. Meaning he wants a hug.

"You're acting like a child baby" sabi ko, nang makalapit na ako sa kanya. Yakap niya ako sa bewang at nakatingala siya sa akin dahil nakaupo siya at nakatayo ako.

"Baby mo ko eh" he replied while pouting.

"Arte mo! Para kang bakla" I teased. He's acting like this because he just did a sin to me last day but we already cleared it out. He rolled his eyes playfully at me na lalo kong ikinatawa.

"Para talagang bakla!" asik ko pa. He just made a face. "Nyenye love mo naman." pag sagot niya. I can't help but to laugh on his childish side. Minsan niya lang 'to pinapakita sa akin especially kapag bumabawi siya.

Habang walang humpay akong tumatawa bigla niya akong hinila paupo, kaya napa kandong ako sa kanya. He was hugging me from behind while his head is stucked on my shoulder blade. I suddenly stopped laughing because of that. Minsan talaga hindi ko maintindihan ang isang ito. Ewan ko ba. Malakas yata amats neto.