Chapter 52 - Jealousy

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"Kookie! I didn't drink the umbrella drinks." Tae said and hiccupped when they reached the terrace.

Jungkook stared at Tae and then at Jinyoung who had let go of Tae's shoulder but was hovering close by since Tae was wearing his jacket. Jungkook yanked the jacket off Tae's shoulders and threw it hard at Jinyoung without a word. Jinyoung caught it, smirking.

"Bye Taehyung, good luck!" he said, winking at Tae.

"Thanks Jinyoung, see you." Tae said, waving his hand.

Tae smiled at the boy, not getting at all that the other had been flirting with him and that Jungkook might be jealous. He only worried about the fact that he had disobeyed Jungkook by drinking the umbrella drinks.


"I didn't drink them, Jungkook. The umbrella drinks." he lied to his boyfriend's face. 

Jungkook smelled the alcohol on Tae's breath and knew he was lying. He had suspected all along that Tae might try to cheat with that. He was upset nonetheless and now also even more upset about Jinyoung. Where had Tae been with him? Obviously Tae had let Jinyoung touch him, hold him. Had they kissed, too?

"Fuck the umbrella drinks, Tae. I know you're lying. We're going home." Jungkook said sternly.

He turned around to walk back inside to go out the other side of the house. Tae grabbed his arm and stopped him.

"Don't be angry, Koo. I'm sorry. I did drink them. I got one in secret. And then he gave me another one. I drank them both. I'm sorry." Tae said, first giving Jungkook a pleading look, then averting his gaze to look at his own feet.

"I SAID FUCK THOSE UMBRELLA DRINKS!" Jungkook yelled and shook Tae's hand violently off his arm, staring at him with a black gaze.

Tae was shocked at Jungkook's reaction and almost started to cry at the sight of his angry boyfriend. He had never known Jungkook would be so angry for just a couple of drinks. 



"Kookie..." he pleaded.

"DON'T FUCKING KOOKIE ME, TAEHYUNG."

Jungkook grabbed Tae's wrist hard and dragged him along, through the crowd in the living room, into the hallway and out of the house towards Tae's car. He unlocked it, opened the passenger door, threw Tae inside and closed it, before going himself to the driver's seat. He took a deep breath and started the car.

"Jungkook... You're scaring me." Tae said in a low voice, tears now in his eyes.

"Don't fucking talk to me, Taehyung. I'm driving." Jungkook said, knowing he would be an unsafe driver if he got his temper up again.

Tae sat there quiet, tears falling down his cheeks, feeling totally miserable until they reached the apartment and they both got inside. 



Tae stumbled a bit when he took his shoes off and had to steady himself against the wall. 

He staggered into the living room and threw himself down on the sofa, next to Jungkook who already sat there with his elbows on the table, his head in his hands. Jungkook moved away to the side when Tae sat down near him. He just couldn't stand being near Tae right now.

Tae stared at him quietly. His Jungkook had never moved away from him like that before and Tae didn't get it.

"Jungkook..." he started but was immediately interrupted. 

"Did you give yourself to him for a fucking umbrella drink, Tae?" Jungkook asked, his voice filled with anger and jealousy.

"I said I'm sorry about those drinks already. I shouldn't have. I'm really sorry." Tae said, not getting that Jungkook was jealous. 


Tae tried putting his hand on Jungkook's back, but Jungkook just flinched and he took it back quickly. 

"FUCK THE DRINKS. DID YOU LET HIM KISS YOU?"

Tae just stared at Jungkook, far too slowly getting what this was all about. 

"What?" he asked.

"Did you, Tae? I saw how he held you, touched you, his arm around you. You were wearing his jacket. You looked like a fucking couple! Did you let him kiss you?" Jungkook asked with a deeply jealous look in his eyes.

Now it was Tae's turn to get angry.

"THE FUCK, KOOKIE? NO, I FUCKING DIDN'T LET HIM KISS ME! I WOULD NEVER. HOW CAN YOU EVEN THINK SUCH A THING?" Tae yelled.

Jungkook stared at him, to see if he was lying, as he did about the drinks before. But he couldn't see any lie in his eyes. He sighed.

"Fuck it, then. Just go to bed, Tae. I'll sleep on the sofa." Jungkook said.

"Wha... I didn't do anything with him! I promise. Jungkook, I am not lying now. It's the truth. Come to bed with me." Tae said, feeling cold by Jungkook's rejection.

"I... I can't, Tae. Not tonight."

Tae now had tears in his eyes.


"Don't... don't you like me anymore, Kookie? Is it because I disobeyed you? I promise I'll follow your orders. I'll do anything you ask. I'd even... let you undress me and do whatever you want. Just please like me, Kookie."

"Fuck, you're such an idiot, Tae. I didn't tell you to stay off the strong liquor because I like to be controlling or dominant or any such shit. I hate strong liquor because of my dad. I thought you'd get that. I can't stand the smell of it on your breath. Sorry." Jungkook said.

"Oh." Tae said, now finally getting it.

His dad. Fuck, I had totally forgotten about his dad. Kookie is right, I am an idiot. He should hate me now. It's all my fault and I deserve it if he hates me.


"And that guy, Jinyoung, he kept staring at you on the dance floor. Didn't you notice? And then you let him take you away into the garden and you let him touch you!" Jungkook said.

"I didn't. I didn't notice. He was just kind to me, Koo. I didn't think he was flirting. I am sorry. For all of it. The drinks and him and all. I'm really an idiot. Please don't hate me. I love you."


Jungkook looked at him, not so angry anymore. He sighed.

"Go off to bed now. Sho sho." he waved his hand to move Tae away from the sofa. 

Tae got up, feeling quite miserable that he had fucked things up so badly at the party. 

He went into the bedroom, took Jungkook's pillow and his blanket and walked back to the sofa. With a sad look in his eyes he handed them to Jungkook, who took them without a word.

"I am sorry, Jungkook. Please don't hate me." Tae said again. 

Then he went back into the bedroom where he threw himself on the bed with his clothes on and fell asleep immediately. 


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