Last summer - Jihope & Taekook ✅

Chapter 53 - Date

AT HOSEOK'S PLACE

Hoseok couldn't concentrate on the TV show.

He sat on his sofa, drinking whiskey, feeding his misery by thinking about what-ifs. 

The mention of Jimin's name earlier in the evening had fucked up his mind. Now Hoseok couldn't stop thinking about him.

What if he had still been with Jimin? If Jimin had been his boyfriend. Would they have gone to the party together?

He imagined the two of them walking up the path to Jackson's house, Hoseok's arm around Jimin's waist, while people watched them. 

They would look awesome together. 

Jimin would be wearing those leather pants, and something tight, letting everyone admire his sexy body. But no one was allowed to touch him, except Hoseok.

He would have taken Jimin to the bar, and Jimin would have had a sweet drink that made him giggle. 

And Hoseok would have been so happy seeing him smile that he couldn't have resisted pulling him into a tight hug. 

He would have kissed him, first softly and then more passionate, tasting the sweetness from the drink on Jimin's lips, on his tongue when the kiss got deeper. 

Hoseok imagined Jimin's arms around his neck, his body pressed against Hoseok's while they kissed until they couldn't breath. 

When they broke the kiss both of them would have chuckled, a little embarrassed from not having been able to resist each other even with all those people around. 

Hoseok would have stroked Jimin's cheek with a smile, called him baby and told him how much he loved him. 

After they had finished their drinks Hoseok would have asked Jimin to dance. 

Jimin would have teased him on the dance floor, dancing seductively in front of him but not letting Hoseok touch him at first. Other guys would have watched Jimin dance with lust in their eyes. 

But then, Hoseok imagined, there would be a slow song playing and Jimin wouldn't have been able to escape anymore. Hoseok would finally have taken Jimin into his arms and held him, touched him, stroked his neck, his back, his ass, his thighs. 

Every other guy would know that Jimin was his baby, his man, his love. Only his.

Except that he wasn't. 

His Jimin was gone, he had left him. 

And he wouldn't come back. 

In the beginning Hoseok had still hoped to get Jimin back. He had known that he had caused Jimin pain so many times, but still he had hoped. If Jimin would just read the messages, listen to his voicemails and understand how much Hoseok loved him. If Jimin would understand that what happened with Yena wasn't real. If he would just have given Hoseok one more chance, Hoseok would have made sure to never fuck it up again, never hurt him again.

But he knew now that he could have Jimin only in his dreams.

Hoseok closed his eyes, ignoring the tears that fell down his cheeks, and took another sip of whiskey.

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