We'll be Fine Line ~ H.S

Four

(I know that the boys ages are not correct but i hade to change them so it fits the story so here Harry is the oldest and he's 18)

I finally get to step out of the car again when we get to the airport and its almost like I've been holding my breathe for the whole car ride and I can finally breathe out again.

As soon as we step into the airport people turn around and look at us.
Correction look at him not us.
And with him i obviously mean Harry.
Some people come up and take pictures with him but some people only stare or take "discrete" pictures.
Do they really think that we don't notice them taking pictures.

About two hours later we got on the plane and i leave London to start my new life in New York.
A life without parents or a home.
Well i have a room in the boys house and Harry's says that its my house too but it doesn't feel like my home.
My home is the Empty house in London.
And its going to stay empty for w while.
It still has all the furniture but it doesn't have a Family in it.
So in my eyes its as hollow as a pin-pricked egg.

The plane ride is really boring i just watch some stupid movies and sleep for a while.
But a part of me never wants to leave the plane because the second i step my foot into the new house that means that my parents really are dead and they are never coming back.
Ive only been to the boys house twice and both times i hated it.
It's too big and half of the room's were empty.

It didn't feel welcoming or cozy it just felt cold.
But this time im not spending a week in July there.
This time im staying there for good.
Unless Harry gets tired of me and send me away to live with a foster family or my Aunt.
It wouldn't suprise me.
I can be pretty annoying.

- Emeralda we are in new York,let's go Harry says with a soft tone and we get off the plane.
Harry takes some more picture and then we get into a taxi that's gonna take us to the house.
- Liam just texted me he said that you're room is all done now and he thinks you're going to love it Harry says with a big smile on his lips.
- How exiting i say and i really try to sound excited but it just comes off as sarcastic and rude.
- The boys have been working on your room so please be nice when you see Harry says and i force myself to give him a big smile.
- Im sure its going to be great i say and this time i actually sound excited and happy but deep down i know that im neither of those things but i have to pretend for Harry's sake.
- Okay we're here Harry says and ive never seen him this excited and as soon as i turn around and look at the house i can understand why.

I hade completely forgotten how big it is and if it wasn't for the reason why im here i would have been absolutely thrilled to be here.
But how am i supposed to be happy when my parents are six feet under ground.
Its not fair.

- Its absolutely splendid i say.
- Im glad you like it Harry says and before i know what's happening four boys are running towards me.

- Emeralda one of them shouts and he looks...happy to see me?
- Hi i say and again i force myself to smile.
- You're so grown up another one say.
- You haven't forgotten us have you another one ask and honestly i can't remember whose who.
- Of course not...Liam i say and i just really hope that he's Liam.
- Honey that's Louis that's Liam Harry says and he points to a tall guy.
But he isn't just any tall guy he's the most handsome guy I've ever met and when he shakes my hand my whole face turns red.
All the boys introduces themselves and soon i can keep track of whose who.
You would think that i would remember there names but i haven't seen them for years and they have changed alot.
They're no longer teenage boys almost all of them are adults now.
I mean Niall isn't even blonde anymore.

- Cmon let's go inside we have been working on your room for over a month Liam says and I give him a shy smile.
We walk up the thousand stairs up to my room.
Although im not sure if it really feels like my room or just a temporary room.

Zayn proudly opens the door and i step into the room.
- Its perfect i whisper and I can hear the boy's high five behind my back.

- We are going to let you settle in and then we can give you a tour of the rest of the house Harry says and they leave me in the bedroom.
But as soon as they close the door i let the tears that ive been holding in fall down my cheeks.
Im so tired of pretending like im happy.