We'll be Fine Line ~ H.S

Fifteen

TW mention of suicide

- Goodbye I'll see you all soon again i say before I get into the taxi thats gonna take us to the airport.
Louis says goodbye to his whole family before he also gets in the car.
- You guys ready to leave the driver says and i nod so the car starts driving.
Soon I'll be back home again and this time i don't hate the tought of going home.

Home.

When i think about my home i no longer think about the empty house in London but the big mansion that's always filled with laughter and love.

Life really changes fast huh?
A year ago i living in London with a small family and a warm heart.
Now i live in new York with a broken heart.
At least its not shattered anymore.
Its just a bit broken.

- Are you ready to do this Louis asks when the taxi takes a turn and i see the big mansion.

Its right where i left it two days ago but something feels different and when i see Harry standing on the driveway with empty eyes and a tired smile, i feel my heart break a bit more.

- Yeah im ready to do this I whispers to Lou before i get out of the car and walk up to Harry.

- Im home i say before he gives a tight hug.
- Don't ever leave me again he whispered into my hair.
- I won't, i promise.

We get inside and i carry my bags up to my room but it's not long until a tired Harry comes in and sits down on my bed.

- I know why you went to talk to Louis im not dumb he says and I quickly look up from my phone.
- Oh is all i can say.
- So are you two dating or something he asks but i can already tell that he doesn't want to know the answer.
- Yeah something like dating i say and Harry immediately breaks eye contact.
- I just want you to be happy okay? He says and i put away my phone.
- He makes me happy i say with a soft smile on my lips.
- Then im happy for you two he says.
- Thank you Hazza.
- But next time you plan on doing something crazy just ask me first, you have no idea how worried I was when you disappeared.
- I promise to not do it again I say.
- And also im not becoming an uncle he says before he leaves the room and i can't help but to laugh at his comment.

I take a quick shower and unpack my bag.
Then i walk to Louis room.

- Hi i say with a big smile on my face and I get all nervous when he looks up at me and his eyes meets mine.
- Hi how are you he asks with a soft tone.
- Im really good actually i say while i sit down on his bed.
- You know after my mom and dad died i didn't even think that i would be happy again, i tought that this was it, i was going to be sad forever and sure im still sad and some nights it feels like im drowning in sadness but life goes on even if you don't want it to the world just keeps spinning.

He looks at me in a way that only he can and something about that soft loving look makes me feel like im home.

- Im so proud of you for how far you've come since you moved in here he says and he wraps his arms around me and holds me tight.

When i wake up the next morning im still in Louis bed but he's gone and when i check my phone i see a text from him.

"I hade to go to the studio and I didn't want to wake you but I'll be home tonight❤"

"Okay,good luck I'll see you tonight❤"

I go down to the kitchen to make breakfast when my phone starts vibrating.
I put down the milk and quickly look at my phone to see something horrible.

A picture.
But not just any picture.
Its me and Louis...Kissing.

But i don't understand when was this taken.
Then i remember.
I kissed him when i got in the taxi at the airport.
Oh god how could I possibly be so stupid of course they took pictures.
I really messed up this time.

(Notification)
New text from Louis

"Are you okay?"

New text from Harry

"We're coming home don't worry and stay off social media"

Too late Harry.

Im already scrolling trough Twitter and the picture is everywhere.

"They are so cute"

"So happy for him"

At first I think its fine but then i keep scrolling.

"There is no way that he's dating her"

"Just kill yourself already"

"When is she is going to understand that he doesn't like her"

"She's probably using him to get followers"

"Yeah its definitely fake"

"You should have died with your parents"

"Your parents deserved what happened to them"

"He's only dating her because he feels bad for her"

I tried to ignore them but if everyone is saying that,
it has to be true.

Right?