We'll be Fine Line ~ H.S

Three

I angrily put down the last box in the hallway and get in the car.
Harry has been keeping an eye on me since I tried to run away and he told me to never try something like that again.
I know what you're thinking.
Im sixteen running away seems a bit childish.

Well try having to move to another country and live with your brother that you haven't seen for over a year and four strangers.
I guess that i already knew that running away wouldn't work because this isn't a movie but i didn't have a choice.

- Are you ready to leave Harry asks as he gets into car.
- Mmm i mumble and he starts the car.
- The boys are so excited to see you he says with a big smile on his lips.
I ignore him and put in my earphones.
I know that I shouldn't me mad at Harry its not his fault that i have to move but i just don't understand how he can take everything so good.
Well good for him that he's so happy.

Harry gave me two sleeping pills before we got in the car so that i wouldn't freak out because its my first time in a car after the accident so after a few minutes i fall asleep in the car.
I wake up because Harry is shaking me violently.

- What the actual fuck Harry stop shaking me i shout.
- Sorry but you were screaming i think you hade a nightmare or something he says and I can hear that he's concerned.
Then i remember the dream.
It was the same that I always have.
The car crash.

- Oh yeah i hade a dream about snakes i say but the second i say that i realise that its the worst lie ever.
- Snakes? Harry says as he takes his eyes off the road and looks at me.
- HARRY THE ROAD LOOK AT THE ROAD i shout as loud as I can and he quickly looks at the road.
- STOP THE CAR i shout and he drives off to the side of the road and i almost throw myself out of the car because im in such a hurry.
- Emeralda he shouts and he quickly gets out of the car to check on me.

- Hey little one its okay you're going to be okay Harry whispers in my ear as he wraps his arms around me.
- Deep breaths okay? He says and I nod.
He takes deep breaths with me and i start to calm down.
- Don't worry we don't have to get in the car right away i can reschedule our flight just take your time okay?

- Oh Harry im so sorry.
- Why are you sorry you have nothing to be sorry for he says.
- I have treated you so bad for the past two months when really none of this is your fault i mean i get it you have your whole life in new York so staying in London makes no sense.
- Trust me i really wish that we could stay in London but it's not going to be good for either of us he says and I nod.

- I understand and i think new York is going to be good for me i say and Harry gives me a smile.
I still wish that I could stay in London but Harry is my family and i know that mom and dad would want us to have a good relationship so im going to be as nice as i can for everyone's sake.

- Im ready i say and Harry nods and gives me a very long hug before we get into the car.
Here we go again.