We'll be Fine Line ~ H.S

Nine

The week in London wasn't as fun as i tought it would be.
Niall hade to take me to a hotel on the second day because i couldn't stop crying.
I blame it on the house.
Im just glad that Harry didn't let me go alone because i definitely needed Nialls support.
And honestly I don't know how i ever could think that living in that house would be a good idea.
I guess that i still tought that mom and dad would come back.
I know that its impossible but i just miss them both so much.
The tought of never seeing them again is so scary.
But me and Niall still hade a few good days.
We went to so many places and i actually laughed alot.
Niall is really good at making people laugh.

- Hey Em can i ask you something Niall asks in the taxi on our way back to the house in new York.
- Sure.
- Do you like him, Liam i mean he says.
- Yeah he's my friend i say.
- No i mean do you like him he asks and I can feel my heart drop to my stomach.
- Uh i mean no i mumble but honestly i don't know what to say because im pretty sure that i do like him.
- Its okay if you do i won't judge you Niall says with a soft smile on his lips.
- I-i guess that i kinda do like him i stutter and my cheeks imminently turn red.
- Don't worry your secret is safe with me he says.
- Thank you I say before I give him a soft hug.

Fifteen minutes later we arrive at the house and i can see the boys waiting for us to arrive and the second i step out of the car they run up to us.

- Em I missed you so much Harry whispers in my ear while he gives me a tight hug.
- I missed you too Hazza i say and he gives me a big smile.
- Hazza? You haven't called me that in years he says with a soft tone.
- Well i just really missed you i say.
- Don't forget about me Louis says and I give him a hug too.
- How could i possibly forget about my bestfriend i say and he gives me a look that i don't recognize.
- You okay Lou i ask and he nods.
- Yeah im gonna take your bags to your room he says and then he quickly walks away with my bags.
I give Zayn a hug too but i don't see Liam anywhere.
- Where's Liam i ask.
- I think he's with Maya Zayn says.
- Whose Maya i ask but i already suspect that i don't want to know the answer.
- His secret girlfriend he's trying to hide their relationship from the press, didn't he tell you Harry asks and i shake my head.

I feel the tears threatening to start falling down my cheeks at any second.

- I have to go unpack i mumble before i hurry up to my room.

How could I be so stupid to think that anyone could ever love me.
I will always just be Harry styles little sister.
That's how everyone sees me.
God i wish that Harry hade a normal job.
Couldn't he be a painter or something.
No this isn't harry's fault.
Its my fault for being so stupid to think that Liam could possibly like me.
Stupid,stupid,stupid me.

I hear a knock on the door and i quickly wipe the tears off my cheeks.

- Come in i shout.
- Hi sweetie Niall says.
- I don't want to talk about Liam so please just leave i say.
- Well is it okay if i sit with you for a moment he asks and when i don't answer he sits down on the bed next to me.
- You're going to be okay, you'll get over him he says.
- Im always going to be Harry styles stupid little sister aren't i?
- Hey! Don't ever say that you're a beautiful young woman with alot off talent, you're so much more than just Harry's sister he says.
- Thanks Niall i say and I force myself to give him a smile.
- I also know a guy who really likes you so don't waste your tears Darling he says while he wipe my tears with the back of his hand.
- Oh yeah and whose this mysterious guy who likes me i ask even tho i know that he's just making that up to make me feel better.
- If i told you he would kill me he says.
- Thanks for trying to make me feel better im going to take a shower that airport was way too hot i say.
- See you later Niall says before he leaves my room so i can go shower.

Niall was just saying that someone likes me to make me feel better right?
I mean who could he possibly know who likes me.
The only boys i talk to are him Zayn,Louis and liam.
And Liam has a girlfriend so its definitely not him.
Zayn is dating a model so its not him either.
Niall is like a brother to me and then there's Louis but he's my bestfriend there's no way that he could like me.
Nah Niall was definitely making it up.
Right?