We'll be Fine Line ~ H.S

Thirteen.

Its been two days since he left and I've never felt emptier.
I can't believe that i hurt him like that without even knowing it.
He texted me after he left saying that none of this is my fault and that i shouldn't blame myself for him leaving but i can't help it.
I made him leave.

Suddenly my phone starts vibrating and i quickly pick it up hoping to see a text from Louis but its from Maya.

"You listened to little things yet?<3"

"No not yet<3"

"You have to listen to it rn<3"

I plug in my headphones and go on to spotify.
It came out five hours ago but I wasn't in the mood to listen to it but i guess that I have to hear it sooner or later so why not now.

A calm melody starts playing and at first I don't notice anything about it but then i hear the lyrics and so many memories comes to my mind.

" -See our hands fits together perfectly i say while Louis is holding my hand while we walk trough the store so that i won't get lost in the crowd of fans.
- Yeah because we were meant to be He says and I smile to him."

"- God you're smile is so cute he says.
- Its so not is say.
- What! How can you not like your smile its adorable.
- Well first of all i have these stupid crinkles by my eyes when i smile i say.
- You're perfect to me he says"

"- Nooo stop you know that i hate my voice on tape i say and he puts down the camera.
- But you're perfect to me he says."

"- Yeah but i need a cup of tea before I go to bed or i can't sleep i say.
- Yeah that's probably the reason you talk in your sleep he says and i sit down in the chair next to him.
- I don't talk in my sleep.
- Yeah you do, did you forget that you're room is next to mine so i hear you talk every night he says."

- Yeah you're my bestfriend of course i love you dummy.
- Oh...yeah i love you too he says but he doesn't sound happy at all.
"- Now let's keep filming the vlog for the one direction YouTube channel i say and he picks up the camera again.
- just don't film my stomach or thighs because i hate them i say.
- You will always be perfect to me he says and I hug him."

"Oh my god i don't even want to know how much i ate i say after we all hade dinner together.
- I just wish that you would treat yourself right Louis says.
- I do treat myself right!
- No you don't Lou answers and i give him a tired smile"

It us.
The song is about us.

Oh my god the kiss.
I felt something during that kiss and i tought that it was just surprised because my bestfriend kissed me but it was something else.

I practically run into Nialls room and almost trip over all the stuff on the floor.

- Niall! Wake up!
- Please let me sleep he groans.
- Niall i swear to God if you don't wake up right now im going to drag you out of bed, you have five seconds.
- Please don't im naked he almost shouts.
- I don't care just wake up i say and he finally sits up.
- What time is it?
- Its two am but it doesn't matter i say.
- It kinda matters to me he says while he tries to rub the sleep out of his eyes.
- Wathever, did Louis tell you where he was going?
- He said that he's going to Doncaster to see his family Niall says and his voice is still raspy.
- Okay homeboy get up we are going to Doncaster i say before I leave the room so Niall can get dressed.

Fifteen minutes later im standing in the hallway with my suitcase and a confused and tired Niall slowly walks down the stairs.
- I see you finally got dressed i say.
- Yeah, now can you please explain what you mean with "we are going to Doncaster".
- I love him and i need to tell him before I lose him i say.
- Jeez this is alot to take in Niall says and I roll my eyes.
- The next flight to Doncaster leaves in two hours so can you please book it and go with me i say and it almost feels like im in a movie.
- Im guessing that Harry doesn't know about this He says.
- No and you can't tell him, he would never let me go.
- Emeralda i don't think that this is a good idea he says.
- I can promise you that this is my worst idea ever but i have to do this so Niall please go and take Louis home with me.

- I kinda hate you for convincing me to do this Niall says while we get on the airplane.
- Oh calm down we are going to be fine.
- Oh yeah? Wait until Harry finds out that i took his little sister to another country without his permission.
- Yeah we are so dead i say.
- Can i ask you something Niall says while the plane starts to take off.
- Of course.
- What made you realise that you love him?
- Well first it was little things but also the fact that when he kissed me it was like a thousand butterflies in my stomach and I never wanted it to stop and i used to think that that's just how you feel about your friends but then i realised that the last time i felt like this was with a boy at school and we were dating.

When i step of the plane my phone starts to fill up with messages that i couldn't get while we were up in the air.

Harry:
" Where are you?"

"Hello?"

"Please answer me"

"You have an hour to get home before i call the police"

"Hello???"

"ANSWER ME"

Zayn:
"Please call me im worried"

"Harry is freaking out please call him"

"Are you okay?"

Liam:
"Where are you?"

"We are all really worried"

And alot of calls from everyone.

Suddenly my phone starts vibrating and Harry's name pops up on my screen.

- Are you going to answer Niall asks and i shake my head so he grabs the phone and answers for me.
Niall doesn't have the speaker on but i can still hear Harry shouting.
- We are in Doncaster to bring Lou home Niall says with a big smile on his lips.
Niall speaks to Harry for about half an hour while we are in the taxi.

- He's absolutely pissed but we'll survive Niall says when he finally hangs up.
- Oh god i mumble but i don't have time to think about that because the taxi stops outside Louis family's home.
- Go do what you have to I'll take care of the baggage Niall says and I give him a hug before I get out the car and walk up to the door.

I take a deep breath before i knock on the door.