We'll be Fine Line ~ H.S

Ten

- Louis please don't record me i say while I try to hold back my laugh.
- Its part of my job he says while he puts the camera in my face.
Like he actually put it two centimeters away from my face.
- Nooo stop you know that i hate my voice on tape i say and he puts down the camera.
- But you're perfect to me he says while looking into my eyes.
- Thanks Lou that's really sweet of you but i still don't like my voice on tape i say.
- Oh come on you can't hate everything about yourself he says.
- Watch me i say and i laugh but he doesn't laugh he just looks at me.
- You never treat yourself Darling but I wish you would he says and I stop laughing.
- I love you Lou i say.
- Wait are you serious he says.
- Yeah you're my bestfriend of course i love you dummy.
- Oh...yeah i love you too he says but he doesn't sound happy at all.
- Now let's keep filming the vlog for the one direction YouTube channel i say and he picks up the camera again.
- just don't film my stomach or thighs because i hate them i say.
- You will always be perfect to me he says and I hug him.
- I don't know what i would do without you i say.

*later that day*

Im just sitting by the pool with Harry and Zayn when Niall comes out.

- Hey Darling can i talk to you he says.
- Sure Zayn says and i start laughing.
- I was talking to Em Niall says and Zayn gets up.
- Well I'll be in my room but you're always welcome to join me Zayn says before he walks away.
- You two better not be dating Harry says before he walks away and I start laughing again.

Niall sits down next to me.
- So how are you feeling about tonight because i can cover for you if you don't want to be there he says.
- Thank you but its fine im going to meet her sooner or later so why not sooner.
- Alright but just tell me if you change your mind Niall says before he gets up and walks away.

That evening Liam came home with a girl holding his hand.

- Everyone this is Maya my girlfriend he says and everyone hugs her or shakes her hand until its only me left.
- Its so nice to have another girl here she says and i force myself to smile to her.

I mean how could i possibly hate her she's absolutely stunning and so nice.

- Can we please have dinner im starving Niall complains.
- Yeah let's go into the kitchen Liam says and we all sit down at the dinner table.

We all start eating and its actually not awkward at all.
Maya makes alot of jokes and everyone seems to think that she's great.
But i still can't help but to get sad everytime Liam holds her hand or kisses her.
In my head that was supposed to be me.

- Hey can i see your room Maya says after dinner and at first I just want to go and sleep but she's being so nice to me.
- Of course I'll show you where it is i say and we start walking up the stairs.
- So are you and Niall dating she asks when we get up to my room and at first i think that she's joking but then i realise that she's serious.
- Oh god no he's my bestfriend i would never date him i mean no offense he's really good looking but I really don't see him that way i say.
- Oh sorry its just that he was calling you darling and hot stuff so many times she says and i laugh.
- Yeah he thinks that's funny and sometimes he does it to annoy Harry i say and Maya smiles.
- So do you like anyone she says and I look down at my hands.
- No i don't i say with a soft tone and i feel really bad because she's being so nice to me and all i can think about is how much i want to kiss her boyfriend.

Later that night after Maya left i went up on the roof for a while to think.

- Hey sweetheart you're not supposed to go here alone it can be dangerous Louis says while he climbs up and sits down next to me.
- How did you know i was here i ask while he puts his jacket on my shoulders so i won't get cold.
- Niall said that you hade gone outside to think so i assumed that you were up here he says.
- But you really shouldn't be up here without me he says.
- I just really needed to be alone im honestly so tired of Harry sleeping on the couch in my room.
- Would it make you feel better if someone else slept on your couch for a while he asks.
- I don't know i mean honestly i just want some privacy, its been over a month and i haven't done anything so why won't he leave, don't get me wrong Harry means everything to me but why can't he mean everything to me in his own room.
- I can try talking to him for you and tell him that you would like some privacy but remember that he's only doing this because he loves you Louis says.
- Thank you for being there for me tonight and every other night i say and Louis gives a forehead kiss before he helps me down from the roof and make sure that i get into bed.
Honestly i don't know what i would do without him.
Everyone needs a bestfriend like him.