We'll be Fine Line ~ H.S

seventeen

*beep*

*beep*

*beep*

What's that annoying sound.

I open my eyes and look around to see all the boys sleeping in chairs in...a hospital room?
Why am i in a hospital room?

Then i remember all the pills I took and someone shouting my name.

I survived?

That wasn't supposed to happen.

Wait what day is it?
I see Harry's phone lying on the table next to my bed and with shaking hands i carefully pick it up and look at the date.
Its been four days?

I put down the phone again and look over at Louis whose sleeping.
His brown hair is really messy and although he's sleeping he still looks sad.
I made him sad.

I turn over to Harry again and i know that I have to wake him up.

- Harry, i whisper but he doesn't wake up so i gently shake him and he quickly wakes up.
- You're awake he almost shouts and all the boys starts to wake up.
- Emeralda, Louis shouts when he sees that im awake and he gives me a bone crushing hug.
Zayn goes out in the hallway to find a doctor and as soon as Louis let's go off me i see the sadness in his face come back.
- I was so worried for you he says and I can see a lonely tear slip down his cheek.
- Im sorry, I mumble and I really wish that I could disappear from the face of earth so that i wouldn't have see the disappointed and sad looks on the boys faces.

I really messed up huh?

The doctors took like a million tests before establishing that im stable and that i only have to stay here for a few days because they want to keep an eye on me and then I can go home.

- Hey Em can we talk, Harry asks when he comes into my room after talking to some doctor.
- Sure i say.
- I talked to a doctor and he said that it might be best if I check you into a mental hospital harry says while nervously looking down at his hands and I can tell that he's holding back tears.
- What?! No, look..i know that I messed up but im fine now.
- You're not fine..you tried to kill yourself and i don't know how to help you,im sorry.
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