Change Me

Chapter 16

This is Chapter 16 people
I hope you enjoy it!!
Anyways Happy Reading you
AMAZING People!!

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Analie:

It's been one week since I've seen Ayden or the other guys. It's also been a week since Ayden and I kissed and to be completely honest I have been avoiding him ever since.

*FLASHBACK*

" Ayden I-"
I stop mid-sentence, moving closer towards him. I reach my hand towards him but pull away; I feel need to be close to him but I hesitate because I know I would cross a line I had set for my self.
He looks at me deeply; neither one of us moving. And it's in this moment I realize that we keep finding our way back to moments like this.

" Ayden... I really think this needs to stop. I may make it seem like I hate you but... you are a good person. I just think whatever this is would get too complicated..."

"you're probably right, sweetheart...but when haveyou ever known me to listen to anyone, other than myself"
He leans in closer, cupping both my cheeks. And he looks at me waiting for me to do something that lets him know to stop.

But I don't, do anything.
I just wait for him to get closer and cross that line that I didn't really think we would be at.

I lean all the way in, just as he does the same knowing that this might just change things betweenus. 

He doesn't kiss me yet; and it makes me slightly impatient that he's taking his time.

He closes the distance and he presses his lips to mine gently; I swear I feel thesebutterflies in my stomach just exploded everywhere, from this kiss.
Where is this coming from, I've never felt anything other than annoyance for him.  And now I just want to keep kissing him, as if my life depends on it. 

He pulls me closer to him, leaving no space between us whatsoever and I move my lips in sync with his.... feeling like I never wanting this kiss toend.

But unfortunately, someone interrupts us and we pull apart...reluctantly

*END OF FLASHBACK*

After Ayden and I kissed I sat in stunned silence, not sure what to say after the stunt he pulled. I know we both took part in the kiss but believe me Ayden was more than eager to initiate it.
I didn't exactly pull away and I can't argue that the kiss was something bad.
It might change some things between us but I have to admit..... that kiss was.... well, it left me wanting more. 
But he can't know that.

As of right now I am still avoiding Ayden; I'm not entirely sure what will happen once we see each other, and I'm not even sure I know what to say to him.

"Lee? Hellooo? Come back to earth girl"
I am pulled out of my thoughts to focus on Amanda waving a hand in front of my face.

I wonder how long I was zoned out.
"Analie, are you okay? You looked pretty out of it right now"

"Yes, I'm perfectly fine Amanda. Why wouldn't I be?"
I ask her while trying to open my locker that won't seem to budge.
Stupid lock.

"Well for starters you are currently trying to open a locker that isn't yours" she points at the lock in my hand that isn't even mine.

I guess I am a little distracted today.

"So, are you going to tell me what's going on?" she says giving me a some what serious face while crossing her arms at me

"I will... after school. Right now, I just really want to get to my locker and then get to class. without being late again" I say walking with her to my actual locker this time.