katARTsis

Purgatory

I lost about everything in my life,

a best thing I have had is gone away.

and every day is a day that can be my last. 

As my world comes crashing down.

.

Freaking out, deaf, dumb, and blind,

I wanna stop now,

I wanna slack off,

I wanna choke my neck till I collapse,

cus' all this love will be in vain.

.

I remember when you said  

"If you get scared, you just call me"

 It's what keeps me alive or keeps me dyin'

So, why does this still hurt? 

Don't blow your mind with why.

I'm moving out of orbit,

I am afraid if I disturb you.