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We find ourselves in relationship troubles. Whether we're friend, family, mistress or lover. whatever. all to soon, so abruptly, we find it, It's over. Yeah I know it's over. We're become be stranger, with unknown number. 

A stranger with memories and who knows all my secrest.

We aren't going to make it are we :):

Anyway, how are you? I miss the old day's when we used to talk.  

I'd been in love before many times and I'd loved greatly, but when I met you I had this feeling that she's the person same as me.

It's true when people told I'm live in the past because it's the only place I can find you anymore.

I missed you every single moment of every day. 

I miss how nice you're,

I miss your voice ,

I miss your face,

I miss your smile,

I miss your laugh,

I miss your personality,

I miss your eyes,

I miss your hair,

I miss your when you hold me with you've long arms,

I miss everything about you.

I won't ever forget our long talks. I know you'll never feel the same but I can't get you out my thoughts and I just wish to tell you so badly that I miss you, I miss you so much. Maybe, 'til I grow old, you still 18 on my mind. You can go as far from me as you can, but those memories of you'll always be here with me as long as I'm alive

I don't know whether you'll read this or not. I don't know whether you finally found out what love is. Just know that you are the most beautiful and kind person I have ever met. Never give up on your own, With all your weakness, you're still very lovable. there's still many people who loving you.

I want nothing else but your joy. I'll be stay if you still love and need me too, if you had to go away, I won't disturb you and I'll go away. And finally, you choose the option that's good for you. Actually, I'm acting like I'm okay, but it hurts like hell seeing you choose someone else over me and it didn't occur to me. I'm so sorry, I'm lied at that's time.

So, if you read this, I hope you know how much I still love you after all this time,I hope you know that you're the best thing ever happened to me ever,That I'm glad you accepted to spending time with me despite the fact I was an dumb at first glance,I hope you know that you made me a better person.I hope you know that, despite everything, I still love you to the bones, and the memories of us, still makes my soul fire. It's not your fault if you don't love me back. You don't have to love me just because I'm loving you. You're not a bad person for not reciprocating feelings.

On the last, I'll  be close this write with quotes from your favorite songs. "And I saw the peaks on my own that you probably meant for us and I tore the fear from my bones that you probably never lost"

Have a nice days, A.

24.11.2020.

-Your friends.