Pregnant and Homeless *Book 1*

6 months later...

6 months later...

Im sitting alone at these stairs just staring at the sky from above me just wondering what it would be like when I become a mother..

6 months pregnant im thinking of new ways to keep me from being like my mother..

5 months ago i met a loving man not the father of my kid but me im the mother..

6 months later im in love with a detective/boss who has mysterious ways of disappearing and then coming back...

Now i know its not just my harmones but something somewhere is off about damon i mean even though between times we hangout like a great couple.. hug... kiss... talk.. go places but i feel as though there is something missing that i dont know about..

Like we know some of each others pasts but i feel as though im missing a big chunk of his past. When i look into his eyes i see Love but Lost.
What is the issue when there is pure heart in his eyes around me, what does he see in me to part take on interest of me but there's something missing of course.
If I could pinpoint my finger on this I'd win his love forever not known as suspicious.

Baby girl is kickin just a little in to my second and third trimester. Everything's happy and daisy but I really wann see what this detectives getting at with me.

As I was dosing off of the thought of it, Damon uproached me apparently clean he had been home just rushed Nd blushed looking. Fired up and calming down so I assume he just had ran or did a quick "mission" for the French department. I hope I'd find him to tell me but

Once and not for long i was Pregnant and Homeless..

A man stopped me from doing the worst i could do to an unborn child and myself, i was already going through extreme depression