It had now been a week since I had moved in. Emerson had been nothing but sweet and caring guiding me towards passing my GED. She had even got me a personal tutor to come to help me study in the evenings. I felt safe with her. Every kiss every hug only got me closer to the realization that I was falling in love with... I might already be in love with her.
I was focusing on studying when my phone rang. It was a new phone, not my old iPhone 4 but a brand new iPhone 11 Emerson had bought me. I still wasn't used to this new life but was adjusting bit by bit.
"Hello?" I spoke into the phone
"Hey, girl! I didn't know you had a new number. I had to call your girlfriend to get this one" My girlfriend? I was getting close to Emerson. She was the only person in this house I truly knew and could talk to besides Linda, who came in to check if I needed something every now and then and we had small talk, but I never thought of her as my girlfriend. I saw her more as an authority than an equal, she was my dom after all.
"Oh, yeah, Emerson recently bought me this phone."
"ooooh, look whose getting SPOILED" Katie sang into the phone making me giggle
"spoiled? what? Nahhh. It was just time for a new one, my old one barely worked anymore." I said even though in my mind I agreed, Emerson was spoiling me.
"Anyway, girl, I'm loving my new vanity. I'm so glad you gave it to me. But I bet you aren't missing it in your new mansion." she made me laugh
"No problem, thanks for checking in on my, want to hang out maybe next Saturday?"
"Yeah, girl....." I didn't pay attention to the rest she said as I was distracted by some yelling coming down from the other room. "Girl, you there?? you are ALWAYS in the moon I swear ugh....."
"yeah, I got to go Kate. Bye," I hung up and stood outside the hall.
"Tell that asshole that I need that order. Do you know what will happen if I don't have that order in time? Huh? What excuse do you have this time..." I could hear Emerson's voice getting louder and angrier. "Look, you better have this order read by tomorrow. I don't give a f*ck about what you have to do. It can't be late."
I was standing right outside the door now listening when it suddenly opened.
"Jacqueline," her voice annoyed running a hand through her hair"What are you doing listening to my conversations?"
"What was that about?" I asked shyly
"Don't worry about it, darling. It's only work, nothing to worry about," she said trying to brush it off guiding me back to my bedroom.
"what order are you talking about?" I asked almost interrogating
"Honey, I said don't worry about it. Now please, I need some time alone." she motioned me towards my room once again.
"No." I said sternly immediately regretting it." I.. I want to know."
Her eyes turned hard, her expression firm. "You are breaking one of the rules, darling. Do as I say."
"I want to know. Why were you so angry. I don't care if I'm breaking a rule. I need to know." I said now yelling.
"To your room, now!"
"No!" I shouted. I felt guilt inside me. Yelling at my dom was wrong but I had to know, Something inside me was telling me to find out. I pushed past her into the bedroom frantically looking for an answer. Drawer after drawer I opened. Checking in every nook and cranny. "What are you hiding?"
"Jaqueline, go, now!" she said as I opened the last door of a large wooden dresser revealing various large packs of a white powdery substance. My heart thumped wanting to get out of my chest as I realize what it was.
"What is this?" I asked aggressively
"This" she closed the drawer "is none of your concern." she got in my face. Her body hovering over me. You have crossed the line, Jaqueline. You invaded your doms privacy and disrespected my authority" she yelled.
I felt tears running down my cheeks. I wanted to hide. To say I'm sorry. But what was this? about. Why did she have cocaine on her? And why so much. I needed to know.
"To your bedroom. Now." she pointed towards my bedroom "You have lost your privileges. You are not to come out until I say."
I quietly walked into my bedroom wrapping my arms around my body. As soon as I stepped in I heard the bedroom door lock from the outside. I wiggled the knob just to double check but it was locked.
I sat on the floor laying my arms on top of my knees and rested my head Tears were now pouring out of my eyes. "I'm so stupid," I said quietly to myself. This wasn't a fresh start to a new life but a start to a nightmare. I only caught feelings for her to find out she was some kind of drug dealer.
I remembered that day when I woke up in her city apartment. I remembered her sarcastic joke about being in the cartel. Then she quickly covered it up and told me she ran a restaurant...... and took law cases. What?
That didn't make sense. She was a liar. It was bullshit. There was no restaurant. I never saw her study a case in the week I was here. But was her sick joke really true? Could this really be who she is... a drug dealer. This would explain all the expensive things she owned. Running a restaurant couldn't get you a mansion or a tower apartment in the best part of town. "I'm so damn stupid" I repeated.
It was all so clear. The lies. She wasn't even a good liar, but my dumb ass would just believe anything coming from her mouth no matter how ridiculously stupid it was. But somehow, deep inside me, I loved her. I would give anything for her. Was I really that broken to stay with a drug dealer.
She was no junky like Derek. Whatever she did it brought her money. Big money. I had agreed to live here a year but was I really going to be able to last here that long?
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