Cheating with the Cheater (Island Of Sin #1)

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We just done making love. Kasalukuyang nasa loob ng banyo si Darius at nagliligo. We also did it to the bathroom. Mas nauna lang akong umalis. I'm not really feeling well. There's something hollow in my stomach.

Nakatingala ako sa kisame at natulala. Whenever we make love, it always pleasure me. But Darius didn't notice that I'm crying while we're doing it. The whole room is so dark that he didn't notice that I'm crying silently while his pushing his self in.

I know Darius from the very start. And what kind of man he is. A cheater. But I didn't know that he will cheat in our relationship. He did a sin.

"Sweetheart..."

Nagulat ako ng nasa nasa tabi ko na pala si Darius. He smells good and so fresh. In our first be months relationship, hindi siya nagkulang. And this just this recent months, even he always told me that he's going to met a 'family', he always has a time for me.

Pero masakit dahil pinagsabay niya kami.

And I started to ask, why do people cheat in a relationship?

To have fun? Because cheating is a thrill? Because cheating is already a routine? Because they don't ove their partner anymore? Because they're tired? They are bored? They are not sexually attracted to their partner? They don't have feelings to their anymore?

To many reasons, but I can't think what's Darius'. Wala akong maisip. Or maybe I'm just afraid to conclude the what his reason.

"Your so silent. Do you have a problem?" masuyo niyang tanong.

He then pulled me closer to him. Tinabunan niya ang kaniyang sarili sa kumot at yinakap niya ako. He hold my head and place it on his chest. Masiyo niyang hinahalikan ang ulo ko.

"Wala naman..." I lied.

I just hugged him tightly. I really, really love him. I didn't see this coming, that I will be deeply inlove with him. That I choose to stay even I know his doing a sin in our relationship.

Tumitiig siya sa aking mata. Mabilis din akong nag-iwas ng tingin sa kaniya. I don't want him to see my real emotions. He just sighed heavily and kiss my hair again.

"I won't force you if you don't want to tell it to me right now. But I'm always here for you and you can tell everything that's bothering you."

I wanted to shout at him. Now that I prove that he really cheated, I want to hit him and do what the girls in the famous movies and stories when they caught they partner cheating.

I want to ask him the most famous question in the cheating world, 'why did you cheat?' But I'm afraid, like in those movies and stories, he will answer me, 'it's not what you think, let me explain'.

It's better not to imitate those girls' reaction. What he did is something unbearable, but I can'tt let him go because that will hurt more. Hangga't mahal niya ako, mananatili ako kahit masakit.

"You're spacing out. You can tell me your thoughts," masuyo niyang sinabi.

Hindi ko naproseso ang sinabi niya. I'm really spacing out. And I just realized that I'm being dramatic this fast few days. And I act like a martyr one.

Nagulat ako ng lumapat ang labi niya sa akin. He hold my face gently and let me face at him.

"Do we have a problem?" ulit niya.

I can't see his facial expression. The whole room is a bit dark.

Umiling ako. "Wala naman."

I cleared my throat. Lumunok ako ng ilang beses. Baka bumasag ang boses ko at umiyak lang ako. I don't want him to see me crying.