Cheating with the Cheater (Island Of Sin #1)

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I can't understand why I'm expecting it. Men like him just want to play. Maybe he's focused now on his girlfriend and I don't know who the hell is his girlfriend. I don't know!

I just keep silent even I want to burst out, too. Maybe because I just expect but it didn't came. Or I just assume things. Or well... just damn him!

"Ay ba't kaya natagalan girl, 'no? Ikaw kasi girl, eh. Para kang nagpa-inject ng anesthesia."

I didn't answer her. I'm just biting my lower lip to stop my anger.

"Oh my god, girl! Baka naman choosy na ang 'sawa' ni sir at hindi ka na kinikilala."

Maraming sinabi si Mona kung bakit hindi dumating ang pagkain. Baka daw ay ibang pinagbigyan, na baka daw ay napanis ang ibibigay, baka hindi daw nakapagluto o baka daw nakalimutan. Marami pa siyang sinabi.

"Sabi ko kasi sayong manood ka ng mga videos. Hindi ka kasi nakikinig sa mga advice ko sayo."

We even stop eating just to talk about it. I don't know why I'm like this. This is not so me. I used to hate him even just his presence. I can't conclude what changed.

But now is different. I'm expecting the food he's going to give that's why I'm angry. I'm expecting his presence. Nakakatakot dahil nasanay ako na nandiyan siya palagi sa tabi ko. I used to encounter him this past months.

"Maybe you're right Mona! Maybe I'm just a challenge to him and sending me food is one of his dirty moves. Or maybe he didn't cook, or maybe his tired and didn't want to effort. Or maybe he's giving it to another girl he can surely fuck! I really hate him! I'm expecting but it didn't came!" I greeted my teeth. Hindi ko na din namalayan na napahigpit na paghawak ko sa kubyertos.

But Mona shut her mouth. Pero hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. The water is boiling too much, the smoke wants to come out. Mona smile hesitantly smile at me.

"What Mona! I'm right, right?"

May nginuso siya sa likod ko at ngumisi siya. She waves her hands, too.

"What?!"

I turned to my back angrily. But my angriness suddenly fades. Napalakas ng kalabog ng puso ko habang tinitignan siya. I just want to hide where someone or he can't see me. Ramdam na ramdam ko din ang pag-iinit ng aking pisngi.

Para akong apoy na nagliliyab na binuhusan ng malamig na tubig kaya natupok agad. I just want to fade right now. I want to teleport.

Darius looks savagely handsome today wearing his usual business suit. He's holding something in his right hand. His side lips rose a bit. Gone the darkness in his eyes, happiness and amusement is very evedint.

His amusement gesture made me more uncomfortable. Yumuko ako at hindi magawang makatingin sa kaniya. Tumikhim ako, para kasing may bumara sa lalamunan ko.

I looked away and bowed my head. Naramdam ko na kumuha siya ng isang upuan at itinabi sa akin. He sitted beside me.

"I had some important meeting. And I'm planning that I'll be the one who will give you the food so that you'll surely eat. I'm sorry if I'm a little bit late," sabi ni Darius sa malambing na boses.

Hindi pa din ako umimik dahil sa naging kahihiyan. I didn't glance at him even his presence and manly perfume is distracting me. Dagdag pa ang mga eksahederang tikhim ni Mona.

Bakit ba kasi ako nagsalita pa?! It's Mona's fault. Her words triggered me more to burst out.

Nang nagkaroon na ako ng kaunting lakas ay inangat ko ang ulo ko. I glare at Mona who's biting her lips, maybe to stop her from smiling. She winked at me, not even bother with my death glares to her.