What Happened? - Sanders Sides Patton Angst

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Third POV:

(A/N) I'm sorry I don't know how to write a panic attack.

Patton woke up from the dream. What was that? Was it a vision? Or just a dream? Patton couldn't stand the thought of his friends becoming dark sides. His head was spinning and his breath became uneven. He was shaking violently, causing his boyfriend's-who spent the night with him-to wake up.

"Pat?"
"Patton, Cookie what's wrong?" Janus asked, taking Patton's hand in his own.

Patton couldn't respond. His mind was wandering to all the possibilities of why his friends would turn evil. Was it his fault?

"Pat listen. Name five things you can see" Remus started, pulling Patton into his lap and rubbing circles into his back.

Patton opened his eyes and looked around the room, trying to calm down.

"Y-you, Janus, bl-blanket,-"
Patton sniffed before continuing. "Lamp, do-or".

"Four things you can feel"
"Y-you, Janus-s, blanket..."
He paused for a moment, unable to find another thing.

"That's okay, cupcake. How about three things you can hear?"
"Air conditioning, you, Janus' breath"

"You're doing great. Two things you can smell?"
Patton sniffed and scrunched his nose.
"Your breath"
Remus laughed a little before letting him continue
"The popcorn from last nights movie marathon"
"How the fu- you can still smell that?" Janus asked.
Patton smiled a little.

"Something you can taste, Pat?"
"Leftover popcorn because none of us brushed our teeth"

Remus and Janus smiled at their boyfriend.
"So why were you so upset, Cookie?" Janus asked.
Patton looked down. "I had a nightmare. It's a stupid reason...I'm sorry,"
"There's no reason to be sorry, Patton. You wanna tell us what it was about?"

Patton looked at his boyfriends faces. He could see how much they loved and cared for him. He shared the same love and care for them. Patton snuggled more into Remus' lap.
"I'll tell you later. Right now cuddles and then food".
His boyfriends chuckled and Janus scooted closer, wrapping his six arms around the two.
Patton enjoyed the warmth of his boyfriends. He wished it could stay like this forever

(It can't haha)

*time skip*

Patton, Remus and Janus were in the kitchen eating cereal for breakfast. They were joking and laughing until awkward silence fell over the three.
"So, Patton...would now be a good time to tell us what your nightmare was about?"
Patton looked at his boyfriends and then at his hands.

"The others. Roman, Logan and Virgil I mean. They were dark sides like us, but they were mean a-and I thought it was because of m-me that they turned dark..."
Remus and Janus looked at each other.
"Cookie, why would you think you would cause that? The others aren't dark sides and never will be. We can go see them if you want," Janus assured Patton.
Patton nodded. "Let's go see them. It's been a while!" He smiled.

The three rose up to a very...unexpected sight.

(A/N) Kind of important but meh
Well here ya go. I am honestly so done with school and writing this made me feel so happy.
One good thing about school is I get to write a science fiction story for both E.L.A. and Global Studies. I really like the concept of what I'm writing and may do more about this story like post it here and make other things that have to do with the story. When I'm done I'll post like the first page on this book to see if anyone wants to read it.
I also wanted to talk about this book. I will probably include this in the next few chapters but i know there are a lot of people who are not ok with more...NSFW themes. I don't have a problem with writing things like that but people have problems with reading that. I was wondering if you guys would hate me for including it. It would have warnings and stuff and it probably wouldn't go all the way anyways. Just little hints I guess. So like, more gore-y stuff and maybe even smut. If even one of you aren't ok with it I won't include it. And speak up if you're not. Your preference matters and I don't want to make you uncomfortable!
Wow this is like longer than the chapter.
Anyways se ya guys gals and nonbinary pals!!