Risk it All [GxG]

3| Pain makes you do crazy things

I know it's afternoon now and I just stepped out from Drea car but seeing Audrey and Maddy judgmental face is too early for me.

"Hi slut" Maddy spank Audrey shoulder then followed up by Maddison signature glare "What? I never thought that she will open up her legs to stranger when I just told her to come out from her shell once in a while but not coming out from the bar grabbing a hot blonde" Audrey stating the real facts as I sat across from them with this painful headache.

"We didn't do anything okay?" I say between massaging my temple "I woke up still with my clothes on and drea, luckily is a decent person"

Yet, Audrey seemed like she's disappointed by the news making her do this weird whiney pout, "she's hot though. Maybe--the perfect girl to shove on Erin face" now Maddy and I is looking at her in horrified faces "what? I thought you wanna get back on full revenge? And the opportunity is presenting itself Isabella"

I furrowed, "Yeah. But not using someone just to get revenge?" I say innocently shrugging off 'of what's wrong with Audrey?'

Audrey narrowed her eyes boringly, "and how will you able to pull that out without getting someone involved? And either way, do you know someone to make your girlfriend jealous? She knows all of your friends and I mean 'all' is the two of us, Miss Introvert" another honest painful facts about me.

Goddamn this is adding more pain in my headache, topping all together like an icing in cake, "If, considering Drea for that matter. Why will you think she will agree on this stupid idea? I mean, what could I give?" I paused, digging ideas that could tangled Drea interest "I have no money, my job is-ugh! Underpaid, undervalued and I was underestimated. And Andrea? She is richer than Maddison, sorry Maddy just stating facts"

"No offense taken, plus I could already tell by her expensive scent" Maddy chiming.

My parents cut me off 2 years ago after I stood against their wants and the consequence of that action? Is slapping me hard right now, that's where most of my hate comes from Erin having the audacity to leave me alone when for a fact I was literally now alone.

And coming back to my family will only proved that they were right and I'm the laughing stock.

"Talk to her babe. I'm sure you can compromise. Or maybe, since you're broke, you can offer your body to her not that bad idea right? Drea is oozing hot" Audrey winced in pain after receiving a hard on purpose spat in shoulder from Maddison "what? She has no money, no job to brag about? At least I presented opinions duh"

My hangover is getting worst, I can feel something forming in my throat and my head felt like somebody is grinding on top of my braincells, "I need sleep" I say but also remembering that I don't have my car and the wallet.

I automatically smiled to Maddy the moment she rolled her eyes, grabbed her Prada sunglasses and motioning me to follow "I love you Maddy"

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I've been standing in front of our door for a solid minute now, wishing that Erin is not home. Also, being so freaking nervous about what she think of me now after posting that picture and what are probability that she know I slept to a stranger house.

--wait. Why would I be affected when in fact, she did it first? 1 month, 4 weeks, 31 freaking days with that unidentified fling.

I cleared my throat before opening the door and there she is, busy watching in her phone.

She looked in my direction, saw her checking my clothes but switching back her attention to phone.

"Hey, I'm home" I say but no response taken.

I hate this, I hate this feeling, our current situation. She is here with me physically, but her attention buried to whoever that girl is.

Can I even do this one?

Because, I swear, this is heart clenching.

I head straight to the cold shower and there I poured my tears until my cloudy feelings slowly lightened up a little bit.

But then seeing Erin hooked up in her phone makes everything I cried there crawls back. I really love her to the point that I give it all even though I left nothing for myself.

1 message from unknown.

Unknown: Hi Bella, this is Drea. Audrey reached out and told me you want to discuss something?

Audrey. I love my bestfriend but sometimes whenever she decides for herself without consulting us, it's giving me this urge to kill her.

And then the sight of Erin is pushing me with this stupid idea that I might regret sooner.

"Bella, I'm going, be back by 6pm" then watching her grabbing her car keys in the ceramic bowl in our console table.

"Me too" she stop in midway, turning her eyes on me.

Erin narrowed her eyes before lightly shook her head "it's Sunday, you don't work on weekends?"

I walked towards the console to grab my car keys then returning her gaze "it's not about work"

She raised her brows after checking my clothes "and you're going outside with just that?"

We have a full length mirror in the doorway, suddenly realizing what I was wearing is a short-short and oversized shirt giving the idea that I don't have a short at all with my hair in towel dry.

"Yeah. I told you, it's not about work so I don't see why I should dress up. Anyways, probably not gonna be back by 6pm" I smiled, the conceited one before walking myself out of our condo.

Me: Hello Drea, can we meet up?