Murderous Love

Chapter 3

 I pulled up to his house and honked my horn to let him know I was outside. Once he walked there was some man staring at me the whole time. He looked familiar I thought but, yet again he was in the dark so I couldn't really tell. It creeped me out a bit. Once Tyler got into the car I asked who that man was. "Oh, that's just my dad." he replied and immediately looked down. I found it suspicious but at that point I just wanted to go to the party. He was quiet and was just looking out the window. He looked upset but I didn't know if I should ask him. So maybe about a third way there I decided to bring it up. "Hey, are you okay?" I asked him. "I'm fine." he replied. I've used that excuse before and everyone took it but I wasn't going to just stick with that for an answer. "Seriously, I know something is wrong. Talk to me." "Just shut up and leave me alone. I said I'm fine." he answered with a little attitude this time. "Yeah right. I will pull over right now if you don't tell me." "Ugh! I said nothing!!!" I got scared this time because he yelled right in my face but that didn't stop me from pulling over. "What the **** are you doing?! I told you I'm fine." he looked me straight in the eyes this time. "Talk to me, please tell me what's wrong." "Do you really wanna know..?" he said sincerely. "Yes, I do. So please just tell me." He kept looking at me and then showed me his wrists. There were cuts on them. Some of them looked old and had already scarred but there were new ones too... I could feel my heart drop as he showed me. I didn't expect someone like him to do this. Yet again, I rarely knew anything about him. Maybe this was his story? He hides his emotions and is really depressed on the inside. I felt the urge to hug him but I didn't know how he would retaliate. I did it anyway. If he pushed me away or punched me in the face I honestly wouldn't care. But, he didn't do any of that. In fact, he hugged me back. We just sat there for a good 10 minutes hugging. It was nice... I felt warm and safe... I let go first and realized what I was doing. I suddenly stepped on the pettle and continued driving to the party. He didn't take his eyes off of me since the hug. I continued to have that strange feeling. I don't understand what it was about him that made me feel this way. I guess maybe a connection somehow? But I haven't found what that connection could possibly be. I really didn't want to go to the party anymore. I just wanted to stay in the car with him and just talk. I honestly just really wanted to get to know him. We finally arrived at the party and I parked the car down the street. Tyler and I both got out of the car and walked with each other towards the party. I noticed that he kept moving his hand towards mine but kept chickening out. It looked as if he wanted to hold my hand. I thought I might want to hold his but I hesitated and put my hands inside my jacket pocket. Whenever we got to the door, Tyler opened it for me. I blushed and thanked him. I walked inside and it looked like the whole school was here. I was impressed that someone got probably every single person from O.U (oklahoma university) here at this one party. I looked around to try and find my friends and girlfriend but I couldn't see them from where I was standing. I decided to walk up the stairs and look around. I got to the top and couldn't find them still until I heard a rustling in the room behind me. I decided to check it out. It just so happened to be my girlfriend and my best friend. "DUDE! What the hell is wrong with you?! I thought you were my friend.. And Madison. I'm done with you." "Wait! Babe it's not what you think!!" Madison replied. "Oh yeah?? Then what exactly did happen. You accidentally stumbled into the room that Jaxon so happened to be in? And then you two just randomly started making out all of a sudden?" I started with tears forming in my eyes. "I- Um... " "Exactly. Don't ever talk to me again. We're done madison." I suddenly ran down the stairs and walked outside. I sat down on the porch when someone walked out of the house as well. "Hey, you okay? I saw what happened and you looked upset so I wanted to make sure you were okay." Tyler said while handing me some punch with liquor he poured in. I looked at him and smiled. "Thanks, and yeah I'm okay now." I replied. "Now? What made you happy all of a sudden hmm? He looked at me and returned the smile. "Oh nothing... Just the thought of you coming out here and just asking if I'm alright. When you could be inside where everyone else is partying. You know, makes me feel better." "Well, I'm glad I made you feel better. What'd ya say we get outta here? The party's boring anyway." He laughed and stood up. I smiled and walked with him. We got in my car and talked about where we wanted to go. "Where would you like to go?" I asked him politely. "We could go to your house if you don't mind?" He responded. I felt my face brighten up whenever he suggested that. "I guess we could go there..." I hesitantly said. After we decided I started up the car again and off we went. We pull up to my house and he runs out and opens my door which I thought was really cute... I blushed and laughed slightly. We walked up the steps and I opened the door. He walked in all happily and turned back around and hugged me. I laughed and walked in. I went over to the kitchen counter to put my keys down and take my jacket off. I told him to make himself comfortable while I got some beer from the refrigerator. I asked him if he wanted anything but he just replied that he wanted a beer. I walked into the living room to notice that he had taken off his leather jacket and boy was he ripped... I was stunned for a little bit but suddenly knocked myself out of it. I brought him a beer and sat down on the couch right next to the chair he was sitting in. He looked at me and quickly moved to the same couch and moved next to me. I slightly moved over a little but he grabbed my waist and moved me back. I jolted up for a quick second. "I need to uh.. Use the restroom! I'll be right back..." I stuttered. I quickly walked towards the bathroom just to take a breather. I noticed that I had a boner... I started to panic when he suddenly knocked on the door. "Hey, you alright? You kinda walked in a hurry. Is everything okay?" he sounded concerned. "Umm.. Yeah! Everythings fine! Just an emergency that's all!" I quickly replied. "Ahhh, okay well hurry up!" He walked away and I calmed down a little bit. I need to be careful, I quietly told myself. I don't want him to think differently about what's happening... It finally went down after about 5-10 minutes. I walked out and noticed he was half asleep or maybe just really drunk. I walked towards him and nudged him slightly to see if he would wake up. Thankfully he did. He looked at me and just smiled. I laughed and sat next to him. He pulled me into his arms. I got scared for a second but quickly felt relaxed. I laid my hand on his chest while his arms were tightly wrapped around me. I was falling asleep with a guy I don't even know too well... I mean it isn't all that weird. I feel like I really do know him and he's not just some schoolboy who I happened to run into. He feels more like a best friend or... boyfriend in this case. I think I may like him. I've never felt this type of connection with a guy before. It's strange but... I kind of like it.