Chapter 30

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Time Skip (5 years)

It has been about 5 years since Tyler's death. I am now married to my husband and we have 2 kids. One was adopted and the other was a surrogate. We have a 6 year old named Zoe and a 2 year old son named Tyler. They are the light in my life. My family is everything to me. I am glad that I get to spend everyday with them. There's not a day that goes by where I don't think about him. I truly miss him from the bottom of my heart but, there's no point in me being gloomy every second of every day. He would want me to be happy and to find somebody who will be there for me like how he was. I wouldn't say I'm completely over him but there's nothing I can do. He's gone and there's no possible way to just bring him back. I visit him everyday after I get off work. I will tell him about the kids and tell him how my day went. Waiting for an answer back like an idiot. I do feel like he is there listening to me and laughing with me. Tyler was my first love and the one who made me who I am today. If it wasn't for Tyler I wouldn't be with my husband right now. I would still be lying to myself. I wouldn't be happy. He brought out the best in me and I thank him everyday for it. I love you, Tyler.

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