Murderous Love

Chapter 5

The next morning I noticed that he was still asleep so I went and got us some breakfast burritos. He immediately woke up whenever I came in the door. Guess he was hungry. I laughed at how fast he ate his food. I thought it was cute how he tried arguing with his mouth full. "Hey, I want to get to know you better..." I blurted out. He looked straight up at me and smiled. "And what would you like to know?" he replied. "Oh, anything really! I just want to know more about you. I feel like I know absolutely nothing." "I see. Well, My name is Tyler Young. I was born on April 17th and raised in New Jersey but moved here with my dad a few months ago. It's just been me and him, My mom died a while back and it left a big impact on my dad. So everything's just been really tough. He beats me and literally makes me want to kill myself but now. I have a reason to live. Thank you for that. Really." My eyes widened "Wow, you're welcome." "Let's see... My favorite color is black. I absolutely love pineapple, I could eat it maybe everyday and never get tired of it. I'm about 6"5 maybe and I am bisexual but I'm more attracted to men." I started getting flustered whenever he said that. "What are you so worked up about huh?" he winked at me and smiled. "Oh nothing just... thinking that's all!" "Mhmm, whatever" He replied sarcastically. I laughed afterwards. "Well, now I know a little bit about you." "Haha, yeah. So tell me about you?" he asked. "Well, my name is Aaron Chavez. I was born on October 9th and was raised here in Oklahoma. Both of my parents were murdered when I was just 17 years old. It caused me so much pain and sorrow that I couldn't bear to live in this house without remembering what happened. I didn't come back to this house until I was 19. I just finished highschool and I decided to move out of my grandparents house and back into my old house. I still can't go outside into the backyard without getting flashbacks but since then everything has been fine. I kept seeing them whenever I closed my eyes. It made me afraid to fall asleep but, it doesn't happen as often as it did now. And I thank you because of that. Now all I ever dream about is you. I've never felt this type of connection before and not even with Madison. I mean we had a connection but at times it didn't feel as strong as ours does. It still is strange to me because I never saw myself being attracted to men but ever since you came around. All of that has suddenly disappeared. I don't think of anyone else. It's kind of crazy but I really think I like you..." I look up and it's as if he was wiping away tears. I wish I knew what he was thinking right about now. "I- I feel the same way honestly... I mean I knew I was attracted to guys but I've never actually been in a situation where I dated one. In fact, I want you to be the first..." He stuttered. I couldn't believe what I heard but, is this the right thing? I've only known him for maybe about... A week or two and we're already starting to date? Maybe we should wait until we're both fully ready for a commitment. "Hey, how about we hold off the relationship until we know almost everything about each other. We just met and I don't know if I'm honestly ready for a relationship considering I just got out of one." He seemed to understand and agree with me. "Yeah, of course. Whenever you're ready. I'll be ready. I will wait for you." He smirked and walked over towards the couch to lay down. I smiled and walked over towards him. He scooted over for me to sit but I decided to sit right next to him. He blushed slightly and smiled. "Look who's sitting next to me now." "Oh shut up or I'll go sit in the chair" "The hell you won't!" He suddenly grabbed my waist and pulled me over to him. I laughed and looked over at him. Our eyes were caught in a trance almost. I couldn't take my eyes off of his. They were beautiful and... so were his lips... I jolted towards him and kissed him slightly. He pulled away for a second while we both realized what just happened. "I- I'm sorry- I didn't mea-" He grabbed my neck and pulled me towards him. Kissing me roughly and passionate. I returned the kiss and it kept going on and on. He licked the bottom of my lips asking for permission to enter. I jolted back and stood up for a second. He grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him. "If you're uncomfortable we can stop." he whispered in my ear. It's not that I was uncomfortable, the kisses were amazing and I want to keep going but... I'm just too nervous. I mean I've never kissed a guy before and now I'm french kissing one? I just feel like maybe it's going too fast? Maybe I'm just not fully ready? But, I was the one who kissed him first. I don't understand my feelings at this point. It's becoming too much to handle.