Murderous Love

Chapter 6

                                                                       Slight NSFW in this chapter 

A couple hours passed by and Tyler asked if he could stay for the rest of the weekend. He seemed really scared to go home back to his dad... I didn't hesitate to answer. "Yes, of course. You can stay as long as you want." "Thank you... I really appreciate it." he replied. "No problem." He looked at me and put his hand on top of mine. I smiled and looked away. He asked if he could use my shower and I immediately looked back up and blushed. I could not stop shaking whenever he asked that. "S-sure g-go right ahead..." I stuttered. "Would you want to join me?" he asked. My eyes started to widen. "I- I mean..." "Hey don't worry, nothing will happen. You don't have to be scared." he assured me that nothing would happen. I trusted him completely. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower when I felt a hand brush past my waist. I moved back a little to see if he was ready. I noticed that he already got undressed... I could feel my heart racing as he got in. I had a robe on and he insisted me to take it off and get in. I kept staring at him and got extremely nervous. I didn't know if I could even take off the robe. I started to walk away whenever he grabbed my arm. I could feel him almost placing his hand on my butt when suddenly he hesitated. I noticed how he was holding back on things to not make me feel uncomfortable. I found it really nice and afterwards that gave me confidence to just get in. His mouth dropped whenever I took off the robe. I felt flustered after he stopped and stared. He moved over and hugged me from behind. I could feel it but I needed to calm down and just relax. He asked if I was okay with this and I just nodded. I really liked where this was going honestly... I felt completely comfortable. There wasn't a moment that I regretted. He poured some shampoo in my hair and gently rubbed his fingers through. It gave me chills running down my back. He noticed and ran his hands down my back. It felt really nice. Afterwards he cleaned me up and got on his knees. I panicked and suddenly it stood up... I can't control it... Whenever he lifted his head up it hit him in the face. I got really scared and tried to hide it with the curtains but he didn't want me too. "Do you want me to help with that?" "y-yes.. Could you please...?" I replied anxiously. "Alright, if you want." he smirked and got back down on his knees. I've never been given a blowjob before but.. I may want more... I don't want to ask because I still feel like I'm new to all of this. Maybe in the future I'll get more.. I want to be together with him. I never thought it'd come to this because I've always thought of myself being attracted to women. I guess things really do change. Probably for the better.