Murderous Love

Chapter 17

We finally got to the house and Tyler was waiting for me with roses in his hand. I smiled and quickly got out of the car to hug him when he suddenly dropped them. I was confused and noticed he was staring. I followed where he was looking and realized his gaze was locked on to Jonathan. I waved my hand in front of his face (which knocked him out of it) and asked if he was alright. He nodded and moved me out of the way to walk up to Jonathan. I noticed that he looked the same amount of shocked that Tyler was. Tyler started waving his arms in the air and it looked like he was arguing with him. I didn't want to barge in but I also didn't want the neighbors coming out because of all this ruckus. So I ran over and pulled Tyler's shirt collar inside. I asked him politely why he was arguing. He didn't really respond in a calming way. He just yelled straight in my face and walked upstairs to our room. The yelling pissed me off a bit but it also upset me because he has never even raised his voice at me before. Honestly, I didn't even want to go back to that bedroom tonight. I brought Jonathan inside and brought him to the guest bedroom. I told him to get comfortable and eat anything you want from the kitchen. He nodded and I was about to walk away until he asked me. "Hey, how do you know Tyler?" I turned around quite shocked. "How do you know his name? Wait, how do you even know him?" I replied with a stronger tone. "Oh, didn't he tell you? He was my online boyfriend a while back. The one I told you about? I'm gay by the way." Whenever he answered I felt my heart drop down into my stomach. I began panicking and slowly turned around trying to walk away. "Hey wait! You didn't even tell me how you know him." He asked just as I was about to walk out the door. "Oh, Tyler? Yeah. Well. He's. My... Boyfriend. K bye." I straight up ran out of the guest room and into mine and Tyler's room. I slammed the door and turned around. I couldn't even look at him the same after what Jonathan told me. Tyler came up to me and kissed my neck. It startled me and I pushed him back with me leaning on the door. "Hey look, I'm sorry for yelling I was just frustrated that's all. Now come here so I can kiss you." He made his way over towards me and kissed my neck even more. I wanted to push him away but I was getting into the kissing. He moved my head upwards and kissed me on the lips softly. I couldn't resist. He ran his hands down my back and immediately grabbed my waist. I could feel my heart racing as he placed his hands lower and lower... Then I stopped retaliating and slowly walked away. I could tell he was getting pissed but he wouldn't even try to show it. He kept pushing and pushing until I finally yelled for him to cut it out. He looked at me angrily and stopped right in front of me. I saw that he had his arms crossed but I looked down so I didn't have to make eye contact. I slowly started to lay my head down on his chest but he backed away as I did. I turned around and was about to walk out of the door to sleep on the couch until he ran up and slammed the door before I could get over to it. I looked up and his eyes were suddenly locked onto mine. "What's wrong. You've been giving me mixed signals since your... friend got here." He asked while his arms crossed over again. "Me having mixed signals? How about you. You yelled in my face earlier and then you just want to kiss me and now. You're just getting all mad. By the way he isn't my "friend" . He's my brother." At that moment Tyler's eyes widened. "Oh also, why didn't you tell me that you and him dated huh? I had to find out from him about all of this. I had to find out from my brother that I just met today? When you didn't even try to tell me about you two. You know. That's what hurts me the most at the moment. The fact that you didn't even work up the nerve to say anything about it." I started with tears rushing down my cheek. "First of all, we never dated. I was just messing around with my sexuality. We never even saw each other in person. The times he actually tried asking me out I turned him down because I didn't want to be in a freaking relationship at the time. I never even had real feelings for the dude. Now second of all. I was going to tell you. You just never gave me the right time. I wanted to tell you tomorrow but I guess that idea is out the freaking window isn't it?! Don't get all pissed off because your a****** of a brother told you first. It wasn't his business telling you anyway. You're my boyfriend so he can butt out of our life that we're running. I don't even want him in the f****** house if he's gonna pull this s*** on us. I don't even trust him. Whenever we talked he was messing around with a whole other bunch of guys anyway. Which is a reason why I never even tried to like him. Another reason is because he is freaking irritating when it comes to these things. He would blow up my phone during the day. Most of the time when I was at school and my part time job. I had my phone taken up so many times because of him. I even got fired because my phone wouldn't and I quote "Shut the f*** up". The only thing he has done is drive me absolutely insane. I completely removed him from my mind whenever me and my dad moved here. I even changed my freaking phone number because of him. I figured this was the best thing and besides I was moving further away from him so I figured I would never run into him. Guess I was completely wrong." he yelled at the top of his lungs. I just wanted to walk out of that room completely separating myself from him. I was going to get in my car, drive and cool off a little but honestly, I didn't want to leave him alone with my brother still in the house and right down the hall. I walked right up to Tyler and slapped him straight across the face. I made a fist and hit it on his chest while face planted too. Tears were just continuously running down my face. "I- I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry..." I could barely even make out the words. I couldn't breathe and I started to panic thinking he hated me. When suddenly he wrapped his arms around me tightly. "Shhh, Shhh, You're fine. It's okay. Breathe baby, breathe." he calmly responded. I held onto him for a few minutes and finally calmed down. I was completely unaware of what actually happened. I feel bad for just coming onto him like I did. I just got so pissed off at Jonathan that I took it out on Tyler. I should be careful with what I believe from Jonathan. According to Tyler he has lied to him and about a million times. I don't know if I want him in the house anymore...