Description:
-Molly.
-Like the Drug?
She was seeking comfort, but she never felt it. How would've she recognized the sneaky feeling when it came?
Was it the warmth, making sweat appear on her pale skin while she was in the middle of a snowstorm? Was it the feeling of invincibility running in her blood, while she was standing on the edge of a building with the thought she can fly? Or was the feeling crawling like a snake around her brain, making her decide her path by heart?
She never knew if what she felt was comfort, but she loved the way it felt. The pain in her body when she was far from her medicine, the way it arched in need of it. The warmth, the safety she felt when she took her medicine, making her mind ease. The way her medicine took away all her troubles, the way he stopped her cries, the way he shut her screams. The way he made her sick. They say happiness makes you throw up, right? They say love makes you ill to your core, right?
She fell in love with her medicine.
The process was long. She sat in her room alone, her parents shouting sneaking under her locked room, while she was searching for her comfort. She tried it all. Sometimes they made her cry, at her lonely nights they made her want to end it all, at her busy mornings they made her fall asleep in class, at her happiest hours they filled her with paranoia. They gave her a few hours of highness before ruining her makeup and painting her wrists in crimson color.
But then she found her medicine. She found him. She found Harry. He lastеd the least but gave her more than she could take. She never knew how to stop herself from overdosing.
And like the other drugs, she got addicted to him. She made him feel like God to get closer to him. But when she got under his skin, she found out his comfort was dangerous. She hit rock bottom because of her addiction and at her weakest, she found out no one could give her the comfort she was searching for, only she could.
Warnings:
contains mature topics and might be triggering to some readers
Cast:
Melanie Rose O'Coyle (17):
[Danielle Campbell]
''I know I don't deserve it. But stay with me a minute I'll swear I'll make it worth it - One Last Time, Ariana Grande.''
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Fanfiction-Molly. -Like the Drug? She was seeking comfort, but she never felt it. How could she recognize the sneaky feeling when it came? Was it the warmth making sweat appear on her pale skin while she was in the middle of a snowstorm? Was it the feeling o...